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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

23 Nov 2009
Monday
Weather: Drizzling
Mood: =DDD

2nd Husband

Introducing my 2nd Husband.
Born on 21 Nov 2009, Saturday.
Black in Color.

Hahaz.
Its my latest prized possession.
Some of my closer friends who asked should know who is my husband, son, god- son. Hahaz

Son: My highcut Converse shoes: my 21st bday present to myself.
Husband: My beloved Crumpler: The Complete Seed, Lime and Blue in Color. My 21st Bday present from friends.
God- Son: My Son phone, it was not proclaimed as my god- son when I first bought it, but after I got my Husband and Son, I decide to call it my god- son. =X

And nowwwwwwww....

I got my 2nd Husband: MY LG lappy. =] Haven took pics yet, and will do so and upload the pics some other days.
Just installed the anti- virus and my bro's Microsoft Office' 07 into my lappy. =]

Day's Events

Woke up at 1000 to wash up and to began rewrite the Concept map better untill its time to go to school. Accounting lesson was all right, thou it was getting draggy... hmm.
Then 1620 hrs was Club Spa Proj Cosultation, clarified certain probs and poof Im off back to TP. =] Was reading my TTB lec 1 notes which I had previously studied some last week and before I dozed off on the bus. Hahaz. Actually, it was more of a partially asleep state, as in psychology terms, level 1 or 2 of sleep whereby the mind is still conscience of the surroundings.

Was woken up by this girl who sat next to me at Bedok Interchange. Training =] Reached school at about 1800 hrs, First time on Monday reached school that early, then headed down to BisPark to purchase food and saw wanying. Something pissing happened. And I shall not comment as the following events made my day right. After eating, went for training.

Refreshed my: Sa Jang and O-Jang. Sam Jang I didnt try to remember. Then learnt a new pattern: Ill- Jang. =D ... Cool man. I dunnoe why but I guess Sir got crazy and even the freshmen are already learning ll-Jang. Hahaz. After that went off earlier and saw Wanying at BusStop. Saw Darren too, but didnt get to say hi to him as bus already arrived. Board it. And saw Eric on the bus. Hahaz, talked and crapped and yeap..... So it goes... Im homeeee..... ~ Training again tomorrow. =]

I wanted soooo much sooo badly to really be in IVP. I will work hard. =] hahaz

24 Nov 2009
TUesday

After lessons head down for training. Had project consultation. Ended at around 1700 hrs and reached school at around 1800 hrs. BOught some food and head down to sports complex and hit down to TTB lec notes.

Sir soon arrived and he sat at my bench there ._. ... Hmm talked bout stuffs, bout education, bout uni stuffs, bout politics and all... THen went to training.. LEft at around 2030 hrs to go home chiong assignments... hahaz

On the bus, I met Jun Yuan! hahah omg so long no see sia.. I was just sitting there then this guy talked to me. I was ._. ? You looked superrr familair but i cant rmb. THen OH yea.JunYuan ahhahaz then talked but some stuffs and all.. then bye~ Cya around soon =D hahahz

23 Nov 2009
Wed
Sunny

Acc lec was all right. Me and Wenyi and Weiling and Co, went to eat at Delifrance. Had some fun with Yi na.. haha she dam funny, that girl. First I was asking wat lesson she having later after lunch, and she said: Fest and Events management Blerghz.. Aiya i want to say lecture but cant say.. so i suaned le: Oh, so u having Fest n Evenets Mgt blerghz la.. the blerghz is ur new word for lecture... hahaha another was at delifrance, we were talkign about eeyore, and all of us were pronouncing it in a cute way. Jia Min was saying: EEyore, EEEyore, ee - ore... YI NA ...! hahahahhaz Yina reaction was super funny.. So the whole day was like suaning her .. oops poor girl =X
Hmm. I had the chicken pie.. hahaz then went for CSIT class. Talked bout project things lor then released then home~~~ Took an hrs sleep and then woke up for dinner and tv and do work. Sianded. [ Omg, talking bout the word sianded, Alvan was joking that its a new word... become ris low le =.= boom. Er no lor, sianded was a long exisiting word la... hmm -_-

Was checking some blog stuffs when I came across this searches. Lolz.... So im being googled. -_- Sweet. And WaRAKU somemore siaa..... must be someone from waraku spying on it. Hahaz. I have recevied many wierd searches on my blog.. Some are good ones etc: searches for sprains and injuries which I think somehow link them to my post which talks about injuries and stuffs. I hope its of good use to them. lolz

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TILL THEN HANG IN THEREEEEE LILLLLLLLLL KIDSSSSSSSS

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I simply love it when it rains. I can smell the rain before they pours and I love the smell when they comes. I love the sound they make and I love the feeling they caused. I love to walk in the rain and feel the chill and all. I love the overcast skies and the red ones at night when its gonna rain. I love the feeling of anticipating the rain before they comes, the feeling that everything stand stills and awaiting for that special moment when all breaks lose... I love the flashes of lightning as they momentarily lit up the whole sky especially at night... The thunder which I used to fear, Im beginning to like it thou not as much... But trying not to be afraid of it...

I'd want to dance play walk in the rain, holding your hands ~ =]
Keep me safe and hold me tight to you ~
Safe Keep our memories as long as rain will hit the earth
Lets play like theres no tml
Lets Love as the way we love ~

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someday somewhere somehow someone some people i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars.... forgeting every other thing.... feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us... ...how i wished that will happen... but some day somehow some one some where it shall happen.... a promise i made to myself... =]
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sometimes some day somehow someone some peoplei want to sit by the beach look out into the seas... at the dark horizon where e night sky with its bring twinkling stars gently touches the calm wide deep beautiful seas....feelign the night breeze gently blowing against my face calming down ... and enjoying the peace the tranquility of everything, forgeting everything else... enjoying each others companionsip ... and enjopying the silent silence that ligners in the night sky arnd us.... beautiful isnt it? i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars....forgeting every other thing....feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us......
I wiSh I WisH ....
i hOPe i HoPe.....
i DReAm...
I PrAY....
FoR MoRe tImE....
FOr fUn ...
FoR etErNiTY......
FoR PAraDiSe.....
FoR hApPiNeSS.......
for BlEsSInGs....
fOR peaCe....
FoR SeNsE Of SeCuRiTy ....
L0v3's j(_)5+ @ Dr3@m ~love someone means for him/her to be happy n understand them =]it dosent mean that possesion is love n frenship does exist =]oNcE aN oDaCiAn, AlWAyS An odAciAN......=D
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SiGnINg OFF
-28 InFiNItY dIvIsIOn caPtAiN
LeGeNDaRy DrEAmz
CriMsoN aSSasIn
crImSOn BlOod
KInK
" To bE ablE To LiVe In FaNtAsIeS Is AlL i wAnWhEre aLl ThE cHaLLENgEs AnD aDvaNtuReS ArE POsEd FoR Us To cOnQuEeR.YeT DrEAmZ ArE JuST A ReFlEcTIoN of ThE nEvEr-To-bE-TrUeS.sO dOeS LovEWhEre eMpTY PrOmIseS fIlLeD THe seAs.i sHaLl PrAy fOR The dAy wHeN mY DReAmZ AnD FAnTaSieS ComE TrUe.....
quant l'aura loussa s'aamorzis el fuelba chai de sul verjan e l' auzelbchajan lor latis
encantada de conocerte ~ and buenas noches ,cuidate =D

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {11/24/2009 12:32:00 AM}
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

11 Nov 2009
Wednesday

Home

Lucky today no need work, if not I dunoe how to walk lolz, my foot is swollen now.. zzz
No school today too and was up early to do my work. Or rather supposed to and I dragged till 1830 hrs then I began typing some stuffs for my Comptem Special Interest Tourism Ind report. Arghz. Ah well. Also did some editing stuffs for Club FILA chart then send it to grp members.

Was chatting with nas on facebook chat application. Dumb ass him. Asked me : wanna me help u cut botak head? cause i dun wan u keep laughing at my head =X LOL No offence la bro lolz. hahaz Then I reposted this video about this man hitting and punching and kicking his gf... Thiha and Howard commented on it then we began talking about Howard's 21st celebration. hahaaz Said that we are VIP, so must inform us earlier as we are very busy, hard to contact. hahaz Crap la.

Genting

Oh yes. My family's going to Genting this 11 Dec 2009. Just after the end of my Mid Sem tests. So at the evening time of friday, I would go heading off for Genting ^^ =D Lookign forward to it, this time round , Im finally able to step into the CASINO whooots =X hahahz.

Lappy / Phone

I so wanted to get Sony SATIO phone. Price with Sunmax M1 Plan was 668 bugs.. DAM so exp. Then I received this offer from M1 , should I renew my 2 years contract with them again, I would get the Samsung F480 i touch screen phone for 0 bugs. In other words FREE. ARHzzzz HOWWW? I was thinkign the offer was so tempting sia. But 2 yrs. By the time it ends, I would be already working and is 23 yrs old. Then how.? I was thinkin too that as my dad say SATIO too exp, then i think maybe next yr or soemthing, prices would drop and I could get my hand on SATIO as I would be working / SIP-ing next year.

HOW siol? =[

LAPPPY

SITEX COMING ... OH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Upcoming Event: SITEX 2009
SITEX 2009
26-29 November 2009 (12nn – 9pm)
Singapore Expo Halls 5 & 6
[Updated 14 Sep 2009]

Hahahhaz.. I think i gonna get HP brand de.. =]

Finally can get my lappy.. haiz but i need MOney now =[ No money... =/
And the work is lik now not busy period n i rarely can get to work on the days i gave my schedules arghzhzzz

MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Leg

Mum just applied some medication on my foot, expired medication oil lolz =X wa super pain siaa zz my foot swollen today then when rubbing then pain.. mum was tellign me : I rub for u so pain le, TIE DA isnt it worse.. AWW MAN T______T
=[ howwww
i hope it subsides and recover sooon
T_T
I guess when I told ppl i suffered another sprain, no one would be surprised. And replies I would get was : Injury Prone lehhhz -_______- arhz crap

Last time in jan my right foot kicked metal bar then now sprain.. zzz
Left foot tt time sprain too
I think my limbs are taking turns to be injrued lolz =X haiz ...

20 Nov 2009

Hmm, been some time since I last blogged and I cant rmb bout the happenings in the week. Or I can: brief recep

16, mon: Handed up Field Trip outline for Comtemporary Special Interest at 0900 hrs. NExt class: 1400 hrs .. GG. Well, slack in comp lab to print notes then went to lib to use comp, chat online, facebook etc. Standard. After lesson which ended at 1800 hrs after club spa [ my grp only 3 ppl came. Finally get to know who yong keong is hahaz. =X ] then rushed back to TP for training. TOok bus 30, at 1800 hrs and reached TP at 1930 hrs.. KNS. Dam long journey. -___- After training was at home[ 2200 hrs ] typing the report for Spook. Seriously dunnoe how to start writing the report so I just merely type in pointform. So after that went to kun at around 2am?

17, tues : After lesson, went to eat at pasta mania with Wenyi at Harbourfront centre. THen rushed back TP for training. Hmm. PastaMania has new menu added, unagi =.= diaoz... haha back at scl, still early then we went to type SPook at the lib. I was staring at my report. It was done parts here and there and here and there. -___- '' Was trying to link them up tgt but cant.. lol brain was partially dead. Then wenyi went for training, I went along to sports complex, Then began typing again. Oh saw Jieyi! hahahahz shucks cant train =[ hmm.. then the scl had TP Rawks. Chao Si ren la.. -_- hahahz. I used to love such rar rar in TPJC. But I guess grow older le, then find it sianded. Find it kinda lame.. Or perhaps I just find no point no mood in loving such stuffs again. -_- Oh well. So guiwen wanted to go for a run round track, but she went to look at TPRAwkers and then BOOOOM RAIN =DDDDDDDDD i loveeeeeeeeee the rainnnnnn... hahahah im EXCITEDDDD WHEN IT RAINSSSSSSSSSSSS =DDDDDDDDDD

Hahahz then guiwen was sayign, aiya tprawks fault, i go look at them cant run. Then i reply: U should thank them instead, if not , u would be drenched by now. LOlz

hahahz after my batt died ... then i went home as i realisesd that there are alotttttt more to type siaaaaaa hahahz then skipped training. =] I dun usually skip de ok unless reallly due to unforseen circumstances.

Reached home at around 2000 hrs... hahahz then began workign on my report. I listened to my ,music, my fav music listings... IT WAS COOL SHIT. I WORK WELL WHEN I LISTEN TO MY EMO MUSIC LOLOLOL... hjahahahahz
THen type type type ... =[ Music all play 1 time already le.. then i began to realise i cant work as well.. =[ then speed slow down... then type and think and type... 10 pages max = limit. At half of the point, i already reach close to page 10. Holy. THen i began editing and type lesser...
Then dad returned home. Then he went to sleep after watching tv and im still working on my report..

Finally at 0430 hrs ! REPROT PRINTED DONE. OH YEA

THE TUESDAY NIGHT Rained Heavily [ lovesssssss ] then it was supposed to be the night for METEOR SHOWER TOO! And the best time was 0430 - 0500 hrs. So after packing my stuffs and all, I took a look at the skies.. I thought I saw stuffs shining shooting down , maybe its my imagination. Hmm

BUt theree wereeee ALOTTTTT OF STARSSSSSS! OMG... Then at that moment, I thoght to myself:

- How nice would it be , if im out in the open, in a wide open piece of grass, lying down together with my love one. Our hands entwined together... Staring at the same piece of skies with the same view etched in our eyes.... With our minds, souls and body only have each other as accompaniment. As we are embraced in the silence, our hearts beating as one together ... our souls linked and joined mentally, emotionally, and physicallly. How romantic it would be...

THis is one of my dreams that I wish I could fulfil with my love one together....
I love the Skies
I love the Seas
I love the Rains
I love the Nature

AFter a while, I went to sleep. I fell asleep super fast. =] WAs tired. I rmb how at 0400 while typing my report, my eyes are closing... lolz =X

18 Nov, wed :

Handed in Spook report. Went to Sentosa earlier before Acc lec. Brought my Lappy with me. Handed in Report then went for accouting lecture. All's well and i wanna pay attention in lecture untill i received smses and calls from my bro. As in the morning, I was thinking i bringin the lappy to do proj, then use my bro's laptop bag too. As all along I keep seeign the lappy bag there, thought he not using. So i used it. Then in acc lec, he sms me scold me why i bring the bag and DEMANDED me to brign it back tt moment.

I then packed up and left lecture. Nicole and Crystal who were just beside me were telling me " dam paiseh" to leave the lec hall. As I was dam disappointed and angry and sad, I didnt say anything, jsut thought to myself this.

FUCK. Why do I have such siblings? Are all elder bros this way? Why cant my family be like my fren's when they have such loving siblings? Why do mine treated each other like enemies? Why Dont i have MY OWN LAPTOP. WHY always use people's stuffs , and even If i were to die that moment, I still would return the laptop bag to him , " paiseh " bout leaving lec hall is nth.

So i just walked out. And went to lib to find wenyi, thought she could look after my crumpler / husband and the lappy for me. But she meeting weiling for lunch. Lucky to the librarian who promised to look after for me, then I ran all the way out of TAS. It was raining earlier. And I almost slipped on way out of TAS. Reached the monorail, almost slipped for the 2nd time too and then I was lik dam pissed off and upset. THen rushed to the busstop for bus. I guessed that I ran across the roads when the cars were still zomming pass... Dam. I tend to do things that recklessly. =.= zz

At bustop, i received another sms from my bro telling me no need the bag already, I broke down. I was thinking to myself, no matter what i would return u the bag, even if i die tt moment, i would still return him, as a ghost or something. For that moment, i almost smsed him that... but i told myself: chill, dun type anything rush that i would regret,.So yea and i calmed down. WEll after finally reaached home, was running home when i saw my bro.. passed it or rather threw it at him and then went to bus stop. I broke down. I hate the way things turned out.

THen went back to TAS. I would not talk much here. It was already in the pass. Now as im typing this, its 20 nov. Its over. ITs the past. no point brooding over it.
In the fit of anger, i thought many stuffs to myself, stuffs which I hated myself for thinking about them.. stuffs which would make things go for the worst if I said them all out. I hated crying, I hated to be angry as I would do and say things which are baddd..... Oh welll.

Oh well.

Lose of Appetite

In the morning , i just drank half glass of milk and 1 small square cube of cadbury choc and as during lunch break. was rushing from sentosa to home and to tas then thats why no eat.. then when returned school was having lessons and thus didnt get to eat anything. Untill at 1530 hrs when finally lessons ended then meet gwen nd MEngya for ClubSpa concept map proj discussion. WEnyi was there for her research and after my proj ended at 1730, we went to harbour front to makan, or rather she makan..

i eat the BIG BAO dad bought for me to serve as lunch. And thats all i had for the day. But strangly speaking, i dont feel any hunger at all. Perhaps I got tired from the crying and all... cried kinda hard.
I hate crying. Unless things really are tooo much for me to stomach down then i cry. dam. then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... TRAFIIIIC JAMMMMMMMMMM major oneeeee.. me and wenyi slept on bus lol =X

Reached home at around 2000 hrs, ate dinner bathed and hit down to doing research for culture test the next day, Oh well didnt really get to do much, was damn mentally shag and thus i went to sleeep at 0100 hrs =DD

19 nov: it was a good's night sleep. was soooo tireddd thou after waking up. In fact. Felt lik shit. hahaha Went to scl was dozing on bus =XXXXXx ooops.. then reaached scl early went to bis park to wann buy coffee but THEY DIDNT SELL? =.= Then went to cheers to purchase my coffeee... ZOMGGG IT WAS A TOTAL REVIVAL hahahah =X hahahahaz... =DDD Then went for classes ^^ Test was WTH? the qns were utterly rubbish.. lol... oh well...

During break went to makan with wenyi and theresa at bistro. Same thing i didnt eat... didnt feeel hungry at all... onyl ate the curry puff i took from home in the morning... hmmm then went to meet grp mates for proj... printed notes and stuffs and went for lesson.I was wide awake throughout the day ...

COFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEE WORKSSSSSSS WONDERRRRRRRRRRRSSSSS =DDD

TRAINING TRAINING IT WAS RAINIGN TOOOOOOOOOO OMGGG AHHAHA I LOVE THIS WEEEK MANNN RAIN SO MUCHHHHHH =DDDD
hahahaz

Never felt that I would enjoy training soooo much on thurs... hahahaz
Hmmz, training was gooood =] lolz... my right leg is getting better but i cant strain it =] still need rest =D

Lovesss ...

I MUST NOT FORGET WHAT I CAME TO TP FOR...

- Sometimes I hated my course mates
- I realised alot are 2 faced back stabbers
- Many of them are bitches
- Many of them are so power and recognition- hungry that they would even betray their principles of life...

- I dont know.
- SOmetimes I wish I have someone whom i can confide in, talk bout and then feel better
- But most of the times its hard. People dont always rreply my smses, perhaps im utterly tooo random to them hahahaz... oopz..
- And thus, mostly i do self reflection, psychoing myself a little here and there... and i felt better...
- but most of all

I MUST NOT FORGET WHY I CAME TO TP FOR....

TPTKD before TPSports CLub
and

Study Before TPTKD.

Thats my Way of Life in TP.

20 nov 2009, fri

Had a better sleep during thurs, which kinda replenish my lack of sleep. Felt less tired ... Went to scl at 1000 for project meeting. Hmm after that IT RAINNNED TOOO
ZOMGGGG ITS UTTTERLY LOVEESSSS =DDDDDDDD KEKEKE

HMm then at around 1400 , finished proj and then i went to print notes and then meet wenyi for lunch which was when i recveived an sms from my sis asking me if i wanna watch A Christmas Carol. SHe had free tix and so i said yes =D

was planning to study de but then it was around 1600 that time so I went home lor.. then put stuffs and all and went out to meet her at lido. Dam. I dunnoe how to get there.. ... zz

Christmas carol was all right, the ghosts abit sccary at times but also can be funny... i guess its a movie that cater to the adults [ the scary part ] and the young [ the hilarious part ] hahaz.. beeen sooooooooooooooo long since i last watch movies lol.. =X hahahahz

After when i reached home, on the buss i was dozing off again, was still tired la har hahaz =X

21 Nov 2009
SAT

Hmm went to scl at 1500 to do proj for concept map for club spa. First time my grp mates have 4 ppl turning up , gwendelyn couldnt make it.. hmm ah well. After that went home.. Had another night of good sleep thou in the morning at 0830 , mum woke me up ,, haha cause i forget to erase the time on the board which she see le then will wake me up. =X oh wel then i continued to sleeep =DD
HAHAH i had 2 HUGEEEEEE DOGS STUFFED TOY... AND 1 TEDDY BEAR TO ACCOMPANY ME TO SLEEEP LOR... those are sis's de, she brought home so I place them next to me to sleeep. Dam nice to sleep with those toys keeeping me warm =X lol .....

THen when home , went to Suntec with parents. WEnt to the exhibition to take a look at the laptop exhibition. Bro suggest I get this LG de. I was sceptical bout it. I dunnoe, i dun noe much bout lappys and i wanted a HP de. THen as dad previously told me , now get one that can use, next time step in working world then can get a better one.. oh well... then after seeing around, went to Subway. I treated my parents to subway. HAHHAZ Dad say wannna eat lor, nvr eat before, so i treated them.. Had 1 chicken n bacon ranch sub for mum, a 1 foot long Cold cut trio for me and dad [ set, and refill water ] ... total spent about 16 bugs.. first time spent so much on Subway HAHAHZ =DDDD

But im glad that my parents love the foood.. =] Then after that went back exhibition hall , bro was there too and we bought the lappy.

LG.
$999
Free: cooling fan, mouse, thumbdrive, lappy bag, anti virus, photo printer, cleaning kit
Specs: hmm, lazy type here

Haiz, finally got my lappy le, proj come do ur worse.... =.=

All right, enuff blogging, time to do research for project ...

River Regatta

Sun [22 nov] is the finals for Regatta.. GOOOD LUCK TPDB =D GOOD LUCK WENYI AND FRENS .. GOOD LUCK GUYS TEAM, JUNYANG,NIGEL, RAYMOND, ALVAN AND WHOEVER I NOE LOL.. =DDD
BRING BACK THE MEDAL FOR TP =DDDDD

hahahahz, =] Hmm I shall train hard for IVP pattern too , wanna win....
=]

Winning

Speaking of winning, i always got reminded of my TPJC gp essay of " Winning is Everything" ... Now i think of it, i noe i would choose to do that qn as , WInning is Everything ... We train hard and sooo hard is to win... if not for winning, we wont have the motivation to train hard... But of course, must win with proper means lorrr
=DDD
hahahz

Song

Fushigi Yuugi is dam niceee to watch and touching and sad... I love this lyrics from a song:

here it is, a rain soaked weekend afternoon,but im walking the streets alone though i want to be with you .. i thought i understood before , how falling in love would hurt so much, i understand but it still hurts, even now when we're apart, all i think is you ..

Quite true, isnt it... It has the exact sentiments of how i feel...

People call it emo. But to me, its a feeling undescribable, its just a feeling that is very strong , so strong that i cant describe too.

Sometimes I wish I had someone there for me....
Realllly........

Who Can I turn to?

Who is willing to lend me a helping hand

Lend me a shoulder to rest on when Im tired out, when im upset

Keep me warm...

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TILL THEN HANG IN THEREEEEE LILLLLLLLLL KIDSSSSSSSS

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I simply love it when it rains. I can smell the rain before they pours and I love the smell when they comes. I love the sound they make and I love the feeling they caused. I love to walk in the rain and feel the chill and all. I love the overcast skies and the red ones at night when its gonna rain. I love the feeling of anticipating the rain before they comes, the feeling that everything stand stills and awaiting for that special moment when all breaks lose... I love the flashes of lightning as they momentarily lit up the whole sky especially at night... The thunder which I used to fear, Im beginning to like it thou not as much... But trying not to be afraid of it...

I'd want to dance play walk in the rain, holding your hands ~ =]
Keep me safe and hold me tight to you ~
Safe Keep our memories as long as rain will hit the earth
Lets play like theres no tml
Lets Love as the way we love ~

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someday somewhere somehow someone some people i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars.... forgeting every other thing.... feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us... ...how i wished that will happen... but some day somehow some one some where it shall happen.... a promise i made to myself... =]
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sometimes some day somehow someone some peoplei want to sit by the beach look out into the seas... at the dark horizon where e night sky with its bring twinkling stars gently touches the calm wide deep beautiful seas....feelign the night breeze gently blowing against my face calming down ... and enjoying the peace the tranquility of everything, forgeting everything else... enjoying each others companionsip ... and enjopying the silent silence that ligners in the night sky arnd us.... beautiful isnt it? i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars....forgeting every other thing....feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us......
I wiSh I WisH ....
i hOPe i HoPe.....
i DReAm...
I PrAY....
FoR MoRe tImE....
FOr fUn ...
FoR etErNiTY......
FoR PAraDiSe.....
FoR hApPiNeSS.......
for BlEsSInGs....
fOR peaCe....
FoR SeNsE Of SeCuRiTy ....
L0v3's j(_)5+ @ Dr3@m ~love someone means for him/her to be happy n understand them =]it dosent mean that possesion is love n frenship does exist =]oNcE aN oDaCiAn, AlWAyS An odAciAN......=D
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SiGnINg OFF
-28 InFiNItY dIvIsIOn caPtAiN
LeGeNDaRy DrEAmz
CriMsoN aSSasIn
crImSOn BlOod
KInK
" To bE ablE To LiVe In FaNtAsIeS Is AlL i wAnWhEre aLl ThE cHaLLENgEs AnD aDvaNtuReS ArE POsEd FoR Us To cOnQuEeR.YeT DrEAmZ ArE JuST A ReFlEcTIoN of ThE nEvEr-To-bE-TrUeS.sO dOeS LovEWhEre eMpTY PrOmIseS fIlLeD THe seAs.i sHaLl PrAy fOR The dAy wHeN mY DReAmZ AnD FAnTaSieS ComE TrUe.....
quant l'aura loussa s'aamorzis el fuelba chai de sul verjan e l' auzelbchajan lor latis
encantada de conocerte ~ and buenas noches ,cuidate =D

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {11/11/2009 06:54:00 PM}
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Sunday, November 01, 2009

31 Oct 2009
Sat

In the noon after my Char Hei Mee lunch, went with dad to kor's house to clean up. Cleaned the wardrobes and windows and sweep and mopped. =] My finger bleed when I accidentally brushed it against this super sharp edge of the cupboard wile cleaning =[ ... hahaz The wardrobes dam dirty siol and Sis came for a while too. SHe gave me GIrl guide's cookies =D Misses those cookies siol hahahz.. hmm then Bro and Jennifer arrived and began to help clean up too...

After cleaning up, went home. The skies were super dark. After bathing It rained heavilyyyyyy hahahzx Indeeed HEAVY RAINNNN lolz =X ASk mom to bring me out to bus stop as i dun wan bring umbrella =X Throw on my windbreaker too.. hahhaz

HaPPY BDAY TO SHARUDINNNNNNN

Was goign to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Jamie to celebrate shar's bday at his fren's house in Serangoon. Mei Hwan Crescent.. hahahz Was totaslly drenched, lucky i had my windbreaker, so it was the windbreaker that was totally wet.. hahahz Cause when i alighted from the bus at DB, i had to walk across a road to get to Plaza Sing. No shelter so ran across.. =X Had my 2nd bath LOLZ..
When i saw jamie outside daiso, she was shocked to see me -.- bought some stuffs and head down to serangoon to meet shar.

Had nice food at his fren's house. First time eat breads stuffs for bday celebration. Had white slices of bread, chicken slices, cheddar cheese, potato cheese, popcorn chicken thats uncut hahaz and mussels and lots more/// Had salad too.. U can choose watever u want and however u want to eat.. coool way of eating! hahahaz first time siool ,,, everytime ppl's celebration, i always see catered buffet styles of food.. THis was the first time, and eat till v full =X His fren , named Amin grilled hotdogs too, had qutie a few =P ahah adidnt try the lamb burger patty cause thoguth it looks wierd. =X The food is good

THen afte a while, shar's 2 NS frens arrived... THen all 3 began talking bout NS stuffs dam funny

- Shar and the other s were talking bout names, got one called CB Tan [ Tan Choon BOon] lol then another GOH DB hahahah then shar joked : Who's ur officer ... XXX : My officer GO DB [ GOH DB ] ,..... No WHo is ur officer not where ur officer go.... Ya my officer GOh DB hahahaz =X

- Then theyy also talked bout grenades... got this china man while practising too nervous pulled out the pin then wanna ask his officer How arh, then in the end pass his officer the grenade isntead LOLZ
GOt one is this china guy too, sir ask them fire, he dunnoe, he turned and look at officer, officer ask him FIRE, wat u waiting for, then the china guy didnt turn back and open fire,,, JUsT THEN 2 IC walked pass in front la LOLZ... ahaha lucky is empty de lolx
Got another recruit threw grenade , jusdt land in front only, officer ask them throw harder, he say: sir, this my hardest already.. .LOL GG SIA...
=x
They also talked bout firings, fire 3 shots can get 5 marks and fire 6 shots can get 8 marks.. LOL.. means other ppl shoto ur target =X so ur score is 5/3 or 8/6 LOLZ
Then shar said got once he was aiming for his target haven fire, then his target fall already, it was his fren who shot it =X diaoz
It was fun listening to NS stories how funny n interesting ahhahaz =P
We watched Aliens Vs Monsters too, cute animation hahaz =] Then go home at 2300 hrs
=]

Once again Happy 20th Shar!

1 Nov 2009

Elective Results are out. I got gamine Operations. hahaz, wanna Gamble gamble =P lolz...

2 Nov 2009

Went back school for training. Training was quite slack today.

3 Nov 2009

After classes, met up with Aqilah at City hall control station to shop for Tania's 21st bday presents. =] Hmmz, while walkign there, I saw my scl's dragonboater, junhong or soemthing liddat.. hahaz ... Was dam hungry , didnt eat anythign since morning... =.= After meeting up with aqi, i kept complaining im HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LOL =P hahahz
Then we head down to puzzle world at Suntec ... And Hola, we got our puzzle =P and frame...
Aw man... $____________$ everythin amounted to so much.. .expensive siol =/ hahaz, then we went to Mac to eat as i wanna try to get the Monopoly thingy.. lolz .. but failed... No toaPaYoh for me =[ no 200bugs toys r us voucher =/ hmmmz

Had a good time talking and aqi got high and began to take crazy pics.. hahahz

HAPPPY 21ST AQILAH =DDD

This was the hard part , all brown brown de, look at time difference =[ spend quite some time on it lo =/

Look at time completed! hahahz

TATA FINAL PRODUCT =D hahahz i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee doin puzzzles, they are fun, and i think im can fix them quite fast =X It looooks dammmm niceeeee la,,, it GLOWS IN THE DARK DE LORRR OMGGGG =D Im so tempted to keeep it for myself and give tania just a card board =P hahahaz I wish I have lotsa such puzzzles.. some day when i have my own place to live, I will purchase more of such puzzles and the hand around my room, so at night when lights are offf,,, wheee they glowssss =] Beautiful right... The reason why I chose Winnie and Frens was not cause Tania likes Winnie but its the fact that they are ALL FRENS... CRAZY ONES FAT ONES THIN ONES EMO ONES All are frens =] Shared the presents with this coaster too with Gabriel and aqilah too =]

4 Nov 2009
Thurs

Was in TP for lessons. Was late in the morning as woke up late but I still ate the breakfast dad bought specially for me. Hahaz, then chiong out to school =X Bus took dam long, i was like wantign to wait for bus 30 and 33! But then when 32 and 16 arrived, I was so tempted to board them... Then i didnt as i wanted to wait longer ... hahahz... then i checked iris .. 30 next bus 8 min... ZOMG... =[ Hahaz, was smsing with Wenyi. Funyn lolz =X Then reached school and rush to class.. Whew Reached in time before the Alarm for the cher for Festivals and events rang... IM LATE N not ABSENT =D Yes!

After lesson had 3 hrs break. Went with Wenyi to design to eat... was deciding between the chinese mixed veg stall or western in the end, ate the latter. =X Full lik a foool sia.. =X hahaz After that went to print some notes then wenyi went for her project meeting and i logged on to facebook to chat with the chat application with Tania. =] Then lessons time. bla bla

After class which ends around 1630 hrs, went to look for guiwen who's at the library studying.. hahaz went to find her... was slacking and eating my HEI BAI PEI in lib =X oopz... =P then as I changed file, didnt brign my Nel folder out, i had nth to do.. so was trying to sleep but cant and then began talking to guiwen and till 1820 hrs , head down to hall.

Didnt get to train today as had Main Comm meeting for sports club. First time went for meeting, all the others were saying, first time full attendance. Sry guys, if i can, i sure will make it for meeting, tt time cant due to my op. Yea even yeuan Huei saw me and asked : today no training? I say: Have, but have to come meeting right? He replied: Oh im surprised... -__- all laughed. Ah well. YES TKD TRAINING FTW OK ! meeting was all right talked bout stuffs and all, n i love it for it started exactly on time ! =] After meetin at 2050 hrs, went to hall. Didnt train, i watched them. Then i went to find augustian who's sittign at the benches there then kena hit by bball. LOL WTF.. =X hahah got a shock =X oop...

After training, wanted to go eat with guiwen they all de but then never as i find it abit too late and its overcasted skies... so i go home =P hahaz

6 Nov 2009
PROJECT PURPOSES

Met up with Zhiwei, Crystal and Wenyi to go to Chek Jawa for Field trip. Met at Eunos. I went to this shop and then was deciding which color of hair dyes to buy.. I want the purple one, buut resutls sux... And then I wanted red, but they dont have the red i wanted.. =[
ARGHZ =/

Spooktacular At Images of Sentosa

Chek Jawa

At Jelawi Tower.. hahah the lady beside me is Lisa, we met her on the way to Ubin and asked her if she wanted to go Chek Jawa with us, as we can cut down on fare then she agreed =] She's from England and is a Chinese! Cool huh
This was funny, the other 3 girls Wenyi Crystal and Zhiwei have probs climbing up the tower as they scared of heights lol =X hahah they held hands to climb up =O But they made it!

Sin Lam Huat where we had our dinner.. the foood is nice =] hahahz cool, I missses those days of JC life seriously, my loves are all there, haiz, time passes, and everyone moves on.. I guess I havent really done so. I miss those days...

Me and Wenyi

This is self took pic ok! One shot gao dim. =D Im a pro LOL..

The night view back to Singapore... nice huh, i want to go sit by the beach.

Now, its time to do the project.

NO MORE LAPPPPY

I WONT BE ONLINE QUITE OFTEN NOW that I have to vie for comp usage with my younger bro0 for the desk top. arhz crap.. =[ zzz sianded... haiz... PROJECTSSSSSSSSSSSS
I guess i might emo sooon =[ Save me someone....

7 Nov 2009- 8 Nov 2009

HAPPY 21ST BDAY TANIA!!!!

Went to her celeb at her aunt's condo at AMK, Grandeur 8 . Cool. hahah Suppsoed to meet Sherm and Aqi at 1715 to go help her with her decor but then I reached at around 1800hrs +.. hahaz
Hmm then bla bla bla....

After that at around 2200 + , we all sat Gab's car to go to Century Square pub. I sat in front ^^ I love front seats =D During the ride dam funnny la...

1] shermaine ask him why go on PIE? normally taxi go CTE de... then gab reply : this is CTE MAHZ lol

2] Got once is i ask tania ok not cause she looooks superrrrrrr tireddd hahah then i say u look lik pregnant woman liddat.. =X
Gab then commented : yea la.. HANG IN THERE AH HANG IN THERE... WE REACHING HOSP SOOON
LOL..
Then got 1 taxi drove pass us,
shermaine commented: even taxi DRIVES FASTER THAN U LA...
ME: wats the fastest speed u went..
Gabr: 140
Me: go 142 la.. hahah
Gabr: How to go 142, in front got car. ..

=X Oops hahahahz

3] which when We reached, he said : Eh?! Where it go? Why is it MISSING.. lol wtf.. hahahahz the pub went missing hhahahahhahaz =.= in the end we settle for Starbucks lol.. -.- Had dark Cherry Mocha =D nice =] hahaz hmmz Talk and joked and played with his I phone.. hahaz Then tania's brothers came to find us.. then we went off at around 0100 hrs ... hahaxz

4] At Starbucks, after buying our drinks, gab told tania : there is this new phone
Then I used hand slam the table and saidd: I WAN SATIO! hahahahhahz
GABRIEL AND TANIA i think tania abit nia, but gabriel got a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SHOCKKKKKKK HAHAHAHHHAHAZ..... lol we allll laUGH lik mad..... hahha =X hahahax SRY! lol... His reaction dam funny sia TOTALLY EPIC! HHAHHAZ ... give those expression of machiam heart attack liddat LOL... =X OOOPZZZZ

5] Gabriel is studying in NTU Biological sciences and TCM , reminds me of qiyan ... hahaz then shermaine call him DAI FU ! HAHAHAHAHZ

6] I FINALLLY RETURNED HIM HIS JACKET =DDD HAHAHHAZ

It was a very fun night where i laughed alot =X hahahz ... reallly feeels great for all of us to gather tgt and joked and suan and talk and crap...

I love Shermaine
I love Tania
I love Aqilah
I love Gabriel
I love Sarah
I love Qilin

=]

Thoughts

When at her celeb, there were times when I went to walk around and then i thought of certain stuffs... I really misses those days at TPJC.. Those were good times ... all my loves were there, time passes and all have moved on, so am i.. But have I really moved on? I doubt so.. It was the fluttering of the moments of the heart that makes me think that i havent. Im someone who treasures memories, the past and all. Every single detail that causes the tugging of heart stings and the friendships bonds between us, I treasure them alot... And Time dont go backwards. people forget bout you once they met new people... They have their own lives I have mine too... But its always the same, meet up, dismiss, and sooon, we move on with their new days at hand.

How often u get people who thinks and misses those olden days , maybe even when u dun see them, they probably wont even think of u. Its the same as everyone.
Human Emotions. Human beings. Human Sentimental Values. What are all these. Do you even rmb happy times with ur frens? Stuffs spoken bout, THigns we have done so crazily? I doubt they do. But i do.

I guess I have never reallllly move on. If not, I have move on but Holding on to the past, gripping it tightly..... i will not let go.. Those are good memories to keep... Unless Im Senile or amnesiac. I wont forget. I missses alot of people. But I cant talk to them. talkign to them, they dont reply. How would i like that? they used to reply very fast, immediately. Perhaps im too minute to even to be bothered bout. HAHAZ.

Story

From the very begining, the girl's
family objected strongly on her dating
this guy. Saying that it has got to do
with family background & that the girl
will have to suffer for the rest of
her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple
quarrel very often. Though the girl
love the guy deeply, but she always
ask him: "How deep is your love for
me?"

As the guy is not good with words,
this often cause the girl to be very
upset. With that & the family's
pressure, the girl often vent her anger
on him. As for him, he only endures it
in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy
finally graduated & decided to further
his studies overseas. Before leaving,
he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very
good with words. But all I know is
that I love you. If you allow me, I
will take care of you for the rest of
my life. As for your family, I'll try
my best to talk them round. Will you
marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's
determination, the family finally gave
in & agreed to let them get married.
So before he left, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working
society, whereas the guy was overseas,
continuing his studies. They sent
their love through emails & phone
calls. Though it's hard, but both
never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way
to work, she was knocked down by a car
that lost control. When she woke up,
she saw her parents beside her bed.
She realised that she was badly
injured. Seeing her mum cry, she
wanted to comfort her. But she
realized that all that could come out
of her mouth was just a sigh.

She had lost her voice......

The doctors said that the impact on
her brain had caused her to lose her
voice. Listening to her parents'
comforting, but with nothing coming out
from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides
silent cries,.....it's still just
silent cries that companied her. Upon
reaching home, everything seems to
be the same except for the ringing
tone of the phone, which pierced into
her heart everytime it rang. She does
not wish to let the guy know & not
wanting to be a burden to him, she
wrote a letter to him saying that she
does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to
him. In return, the guy sent millions &
millions of reply, and countless of
phonecalls,.. all the girl could
do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away,
hoping that she could eventually forget
everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn
sign language & started a new life.
Telling herself everyday that she must
forget the guy. One day, her friend
came & told her that he's back. She
asked her friend not to let him know
what happened to her. Since then,
there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came
with an envelope, containing an
invitation card for the guy's wedding.
The girl was shattered.

When she open the letter, she saw her
name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend
what's going on, she saw the guy
standing in front of her.

He used sign language telling
her "I've spent a year's time to learn
sign language. Just to let you know
that I've not forgotten our promise.
Let me have the chance to be your
voice. I Love You."

With that, he slipped the ring back
into her finger.

The girl finally smiled.

This dont come true in Reality

NS MEN

lolzz... just saw Sharudin's personal nick ...
Sgt: The Batt no batt hahahhahz

This is wat shar wrote to me.. lol

[ hahaha cause 2 guys fixing one batt into the gun's laser device...
then the sgt was like " eh sashi(my sgt) how come your men need 2 ppl to fix one LAD? u all signal company summore right? signaller duno how to use batt?"
then my friend whose gun got prob he replied back. " no sgt, the batt no batt"
then that sgt was like " wtf! sashi u listen to ur men.. battery no battry? haha make sense not?"
hhaha then my fren was like " nono sgt, i mean batt no life"

HAHAHHAHAH DAM FUNNNY LOL, AND ANOTHER ONE LOLOL

Earlier the sgt was checking our id tags.. then he ask this one guy for his id tag.. then that guy open his pocket sweet flew out first.. haha then the sgt was like " oi sashi, your guard, i ask him for id tag he gimme sweet! " haha then we all shouted " he not guard.. guard commander3"
haha then the sgt gave the shocked look and say " wahh guard 3 summore? diee confirm tonight will sign extra u all" haha

HAHAHAHHA WHEN I READ the part on sweeets flew out, i was laughing already lol... NS MEN REALLLLY V CRAZY AND FUNNY LOLOL. =DDDD hahahah i love NS stories =D

9 Nov 2009

Crashed lec at 0900 hrs in the morning for club spa so that wed dont have to come to scl as theres no tut. Wenyi said she wanna crash too, but she overslept and then only me. After lec ended,went to makan with Weiling ans Shiling i guess thats the name and then head to lib where they had proj discussions and me , logged in to the comp . Watched Fushiigi Yuugi and facebook lolz. Hmm

Then during Club spa tut. It was ZOMG. Ivan adn yong keong were not there, so there were only 3 of us. And yea, i didnt noe cher was checkign fila on that day, so i didnt print out. THen lucky i had a copy in my thumby . Borrowed wenyi's comp to load it. =] Whew... THeres more stuffs to do about my Fila. Blergjz

After tut, I chioong back to TP as had pattern training at 1830 hrs. Lessons ended at 1750... bo bian, tried to take train to boon keng then to TP. But im not familiar with the Harbbourfront tracks LOL.. Dumbass. =x oopz.. then trip to tp was -________-. Firstly , missed my bus then i went to the bread shop n buy breads to eat... thn wait and wait and wait.. saw 6 bus number 147 pass by me.. WTF... then when the bus fianlly came, it was single deck and OVERFLOODED with human beans. Then nvm. The bus driver was lik machiam crowd control : Xiao jie move in more... Can ma? Got space, still can move in! zzzzzzz DIAO... at first i thoguth wow he was doin a good job eh.. but then at every bus stop , he stopped and let ppl board when the bus already close to exploding -____- zzzzzz was irrritated... then finally reached tp, rushed to complex then saw the yr 1 , edward and kian lam there training, no lokto no nth.. -______- arghz , waste my efforts.. lol

After trainign go home and continued to work on FILA chart. hmmm...

10 Nov 2009
Tues
Training

Crashed acc lec in the morn. Then break, went to kou fu to eat, or rather wenyi ate and i eat my bread. At first on mon night, she msg me say she meeting david at her house bustop, then pass my stop , i can board the bus... they 2 meeting at 0750.. .so i thought maybe they will be late all that then i 0815 go bus sto pcan le.. hahahah but at 0805 SHE SMS ME say they reaching! OMG... then i asked my mum quick help me spread bread to brign to scl makan ahha hthen ran to bus stop.. -.-

Mornign woke up was still thinking the weather so cold, so ncie to orhorh, who knows that I have to run in the morning already lol. So i manage to catch the same bus as them hahahz... Raeched Vivo. we went to slack in the Food republic as we are all stil lvery early hmmm then went to classes... Stupid david going off at 1100 hrs to go home sleeep zzz me and wenyi were like -________- we have tuts n trainings .. cant go home sleepe... hahah

After scl, went to vivo basement, she drew money n i bought Happy Veg! hahaz not bad quite nice, but oily, unhealthy. hahahahz on the way there fell asleep untill intterchange, wenyi woke me up LOLZ. We bth fell aslp too hahah dam ncie to sleep =X oopz... BaCK at TP, i ate at bis park... then head down to training... Went for a 2 rounds track run.

Trainings was all right, the first part the warming up and all... then had a short break when back. still ok, haha then break. THen Target sparrign, I WAS SOOOO LOOKING forward to it la.. .wtf then when i kicked, I landed wrogn, feet too far apart and i sprained my ankle ... DAM PAIN... -.- Michelle was tellign me and the ppl around us that, I landed spacing too far apart and if i landed heavier, i would be break something... =.=

THen. COnclusion : another injury to claim. THen cant train. I might go see doc or something then claim money from TP =X hahahahahz
Back at home : FILA and individual report

THings happen for a reason. Tml supposedly need to go work de, then lucky cause enuff ppl le, so i just work sat 1200 - 1600 hrs... hahaz If not i wonder, sprained ankel how to go work
Tml shall stay home to rest my right foot =[ hmmmz
haiz
Injury Prone..

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TILL THEN HANG IN THEREEEEE LILLLLLLLLL KIDSSSSSSSS

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I simply love it when it rains. I can smell the rain before they pours and I love the smell when they comes. I love the sound they make and I love the feeling they caused. I love to walk in the rain and feel the chill and all. I love the overcast skies and the red ones at night when its gonna rain. I love the feeling of anticipating the rain before they comes, the feeling that everything stand stills and awaiting for that special moment when all breaks lose... I love the flashes of lightning as they momentarily lit up the whole sky especially at night... The thunder which I used to fear, Im beginning to like it thou not as much... But trying not to be afraid of it...

I'd want to dance play walk in the rain, holding your hands ~ =]
Keep me safe and hold me tight to you ~
Safe Keep our memories as long as rain will hit the earth
Lets play like theres no tml
Lets Love as the way we love ~

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someday somewhere somehow someone some people i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars.... forgeting every other thing.... feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us... ...how i wished that will happen... but some day somehow some one some where it shall happen.... a promise i made to myself... =]
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sometimes some day somehow someone some peoplei want to sit by the beach look out into the seas... at the dark horizon where e night sky with its bring twinkling stars gently touches the calm wide deep beautiful seas....feelign the night breeze gently blowing against my face calming down ... and enjoying the peace the tranquility of everything, forgeting everything else... enjoying each others companionsip ... and enjopying the silent silence that ligners in the night sky arnd us.... beautiful isnt it? i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars....forgeting every other thing....feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us......
I wiSh I WisH ....
i hOPe i HoPe.....
i DReAm...
I PrAY....
FoR MoRe tImE....
FOr fUn ...
FoR etErNiTY......
FoR PAraDiSe.....
FoR hApPiNeSS.......
for BlEsSInGs....
fOR peaCe....
FoR SeNsE Of SeCuRiTy ....
L0v3's j(_)5+ @ Dr3@m ~love someone means for him/her to be happy n understand them =]it dosent mean that possesion is love n frenship does exist =]oNcE aN oDaCiAn, AlWAyS An odAciAN......=D
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SiGnINg OFF
-28 InFiNItY dIvIsIOn caPtAiN
LeGeNDaRy DrEAmz
CriMsoN aSSasIn
crImSOn BlOod
KInK
" To bE ablE To LiVe In FaNtAsIeS Is AlL i wAnWhEre aLl ThE cHaLLENgEs AnD aDvaNtuReS ArE POsEd FoR Us To cOnQuEeR.YeT DrEAmZ ArE JuST A ReFlEcTIoN of ThE nEvEr-To-bE-TrUeS.sO dOeS LovEWhEre eMpTY PrOmIseS fIlLeD THe seAs.i sHaLl PrAy fOR The dAy wHeN mY DReAmZ AnD FAnTaSieS ComE TrUe.....
quant l'aura loussa s'aamorzis el fuelba chai de sul verjan e l' auzelbchajan lor latis
encantada de conocerte ~ and buenas noches ,cuidate =D

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {11/01/2009 09:05:00 PM}
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

24, 25 Oct 2009
Saturday, Sunday

Was working, should be ending at 1800 hrs, but then Samantha said that due to sufficient manpower, our schedules are cut short by an hrs. I dont like it as its so last minute, or rather on the spot last notifications. Oh well. Nothing much to comment. By right on Saturday, if I was not working, I would go Bro's house help to clean up the house. Hahaz, wanted to help cleaning the house but sadly due to work I cant get to go. Then Sunday, after work went to eat Vegetarian Food with parents.

26 Oct 2009

First week of school with tutorials, Seriously I find TAS sux to the Max. Facilities Sux, and I cant stand seeing HTM people everyday every moment every here and there.. I rather to be back at TP where I can see my other frens and say hi and all.. Crap.

So much stuffs, so much irritating matters. zzz ... The only thing I lookign forward to is just back to TP for TKD trainings, thats the thing that kept me going, but travelling back took so long, I refused to take trains and Thats it. Im ok with the ride thou. Can rest and think bout stuffs...

27 Oct 2009
Tues

Went back to TP with wenyi, david and another girl called crystal which we met during lec. Talked bout stuffs, trainings, ccas and stuffs.. Ride was fast enuff and reached school quite early. Went to Lib to find Wengui then went to Bis Park to makan Western food. Goodness I miss the food there.. TAS sux , no food, no nth.. zzz At first wanna sit at my fav seats, which are those tables at the back of the Bis Park, but then met Lokto, so we sat with her, then Kat arrived to place her bag there lol and Zooom off .. -.- After eating, I need go SAA settle things so I went off first , hahaz after that something fun happens, only me and Kat noe la hor =]

It was a Fucked up day, and yet seeing, meeting, encountering someone just made me feeel so much better. I think Im a sad kid. Yet someone who can be happy immediately upon meeting , lignering with people I Love so much... Yes, Deep down, im still an unhapppy kid.. =[

I am late for training lor, then in toilet, while changing, I told myself : I think I must take mroe precautions today as I might end up with an injury as I didnt do sufficient stretching and warming up. Then in the End, damn Suay, Zhun zhun hit Jackpot. Kat was holdign target for me.. Then when kick, missed target and when landing, felt a pain. Those sprain type of pain ... Fuck. zz It was around 2030 hrs la, in the end cant train. DAMN PISSSED OFF... Haiz But thanks that it was slight sprain... zzz

28 Oct 2009
Wed

Happpy Bday to meeeeee
Happpy BDAY to KIANLAM BRO
Happy Bday to Winnnie Soooo
=D

Hmmz, Sad to Say Im saddd on my Bday today... Haiz.. Im an Unhappppy kid.... Suddenly Im dreading everyday at TAS.
- I dont want to KEEEEP SEEEING HTM PEOPLE'S FACES
- I WANT MY FOOOD. Ok good point was that , I can refrain from foood and then Starve myself .. Yes Starving is fun -.- I want lose weight
- I want to slack in my fav place in TPPPPPPPPp laaaa

GOod point bout TAS is only that it took less than half hrs to reach Vivo.
Speaking of which, I was quite dumb today, woke up late and then went out of house. Saw bus 10, then board it but when it passes CBD area, i realise bad choice as CBD area, theres a slight traffic jam.. THen thoguht, ah well, late -.- ok lol...
I somehow thinik that I was psychoing myself very often recently,... i told myself, late 5 min also late, late 10 min also late, lolz so i slowly made my way there... =X Who knwos when I reached at 0915 hrs, lec room was LOCKED. I WAS HUH? Then msged Wenyi, Gwen and mengya where lec, then called wenyi and she told me today no lec... GG....

So I thougt I was late for school but in the end ended up toooooooooooooooo efffing early for my next lec.. HAHAHHAZ, but nvm, so I went to the Comp lab to wanna print my notes and yeap.. It was all right i think but as more people came to use the comp, it slows down Net speed...And once while printing Lec notes, it took bout 10 mins still processsing job... WTF... zzz Lucky I got enuff time to spar if not... -.-

Then went lec and all, during break with with calvin and co to eat at Koufu. Of course, I didnt eat anything, the foood kan exp. and i got my Bread which dad specially bought for me, so I eat that.. THe bread from 7 -11 was a scammer, nth inside... the wat Yeast bread thing... But fun to peeel the bread and eat hahahz But I no complains, 能吃是福 .... And its dad buy for me de, No matter what I must finish it.. .Then i saw 2 other people , who went to makan tgt, wasted the foood, they didnt finish, i think took less than 8 mouths then left the foood there... Haiz... I hate to waste foood, I rather BINGE AND EAT than waste foood... ahahahz sometimes, my closer frens would ask me finish their foood for them as I really hate to see foood wasted...

Finallly lesssson endeddd, I was dozing off during ComTemp Tut, then finallyl go home, went to take bus with WenYi, then walk pass Harbourfront centre, she damn funny, eyes keeep staring at the Break Talk there then I say, lets go there -.- THen went we went there , saw this mini Food Exhibitiong, bought some food.. hahah lolz, wanna spend more but then I guess other day then buy... Thats howd with me, save money ended up spending on foood fairs =D ... HOMEEEEEEE
GaVe mum the foood, she quite like the seafood toufu and scallops, but sotong balls not nice... hmm next time can buy toufu too =]
Bought Xi Xiang Feng Yi Mee, FINALLY I CAN EAT SEAFOOOD =DD hahahhz, then i find it the portion getting lesser =[ ARGHZZZZZZZZZZ

Hmm then watch tv lor, ending up watch watch till fall asleeep, was watching the Feng Shen Bang when I just lie down and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ from 1745 hrs till 2000 hrs wake up LOLZ... hahahz even dreammm lor,, slept on living room floor while mum watches TV hahahahz =X Im a gooood sleeeper, once I sleeep, I sleeep lik dead hahahaz Katherine would noe right? That time Addidas Sundown I just slept on the roads liddat with people running passs and kat cheeering .. i still sleeep v niceeeeee KEKE

Bro's House

Yes, This sat going to help clean bro's house, KOR, CAN I GO UR HOUSE STUDY NEXT TIME DURING MY EXAMS PERIOD????? TAS GOT NO PROPER PLACE TO STUDYYYYYY =[

I like kor's house =]

Sentosa Spooktacular

Kena Forced to go to this spooktacular as a field trip lolz , 16 bugs and free entry to Wavehouse.. Kat is going Wavehouse with me =] hahahz

Boys over Flowers

Was watching this after I saw Lee Min Ho departs from T2 Terminal on Sun, 25 Oct LOLZ.. At first I saw Salmi's photos of Lee Min Ho's arrival then I noe he came to SIngapore. And On sun when I arrived at T2 at around 1125, I suddenly saw PEOPLE, MOSTLY FEMALES or rather ALL FEMALES running towards on of the Entrance lol towards a Van. Then I realise, Oh LeeMinHo is leaving, Then who noes is fake alarm...

Then after changing and all, I went to sit inside Waraku, not yet punch card, then I heard Loud roaring of cheers too then I went out to check it out. THERE HE IS AT 1150 HRS, HAHAHZ LEE MIN HO with the security guards shielding him from fans... Fans who were screaming like mad... lolz... And can seee people runnign towards him hahahahz, he damn poor thing, kena pushed and shoved around untill he was walking slanting -.- He frigging thin rofl =X Hmm not handsome one lehz, in fact looks like some China Actor.. =X hmm then he went in the departure hall, all along I was at level 2 watching hahahahz... Then can hear fans go WOAHHHHHHHHHHHH now and then, I guess is Lee Min Ho waved byebye at them hahahz and then all of them had hands outstretched with cameras and all LOLZ... TSK TSK

Then i thought of this: Reports have shown that people are not alarmed or "escaping" during Emergencies drills. Then I think, if change the Signal alarms to LEEE MIN HOOOOOOOO OR SOME other famous actors are here! Sure got people run towards that area de la hahahz... Seriously, the whole T2 rang of their cheers and all -.- diaoz... hahaz

After that I went back work... Hmm then when home, when to watch the show, not bad =] hahaz

39 Oct 2009
trainingggg =DDDDDDDD

Lessons at TP. Woke up 2 hrs in advance thou overslept, too happy to sleep with my smurf =X hahaz then lucky was in time for tuts.

After lesson has ended, wenyi rita eleanor theresa went to makan, then I didnt join them , went to Print notes and then went to Club room to do my notes and then read my manga.. After that received msg from Randall that a sub comm coming to collect tee shirt but I need go off at 1300 hrs to meet ChangHong and Jamie for lunch at bis park.. =.= Sighz.. did a lill catching up and talk bout dramas and actors leeMin Ho all that... Even jamie agreed that he looks like some china actors..
=X

AFter that went for tut at bis lab. Finished. THen lecture. The lecturer seems not to know how to teach at all... she can skimp thru 4 slides in less than a min LOLZ.. GG ... After ended, WEnt over to sports complex put bag and then went to makan at Bis park with Wenyi. Then training =D

Was about 1730 hrs when I arrived at Sports Complex... YES Someone gonnna lend me Rave Manga to read =DDDDDD YEAHHHH HAPPPPPPPPPPPY
Then went to change and hit down to the tracks. Was supposed to meet kat for dinner and then she said was coming down to trainins. But then in the end she said she wanna eat at home, I was like wtf... now then say.. she gave missed call already but i didnt noe it was her number and then she also nvr drop an sms zz then after that sms her , she said not coming for training le....

Crap , I hate it when people PS u and then Never tell u untill u ask them..

THen ran for 4 rounds track and return to hall for stretching exercises then began warm ups. Was ok i guess then half way left warm up to bring 4 guys to weeshin , NEW MEMBERS LOLZ =P but sir say : how long can they last LOL

Trainign today was reallly chuiz. zzz LEgs felt like Jellies.. -.- Esp the ending parts, 20 by 20s, 50s by 50s, then 100s ... GG..... have the feeling of unable to breathe and unable to feel my heart pump despite i CAN HEAR IT BEATING LOLOL . After training, went to pom pom, DAM SHIOK to bathe after training hahaz

Going for spook tml, supposed to meet wenyi weiling they all for dinner de but then msg wenyi , she didnt reply me ... hmm haizz

HAMSTER ESCAPED

It was last night around 0530 hrs or so when I went toilet... THen i notice my hamster cage door was OPENED.. Then i looked for my hamster.. CANT FIND OMG.. then i noe it POM to the floor.. as before i slept , the hamster dropped to the floor once already lor... so i was lik searching for it on the flooor then CANT FIND... as i just woke from a sleep then v blurrry lor then i went back room to take my specs then pass living room

TA TA SAW A LITTLE WHITE FURRRY THINGY SCURRYING ON THE FLOOR and thats my HAMSTER LOLZ... hahaha smart sia crawl from kitchen to living rooom.. tsk tsk it was dam dam lucky sia..
Lucky nvr crawl into those gaps under the cupboards and stoves and lucky never crawl to the balcony there .... and mum say lucky I didnt step on it if not sure dieee T____________________T HAHAHAHHA my hamster is luckyyyyyyyyyyy

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {10/28/2009 09:50:00 PM}
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Monday, October 12, 2009

7 OCt 2009

SA Orientation
TAS

Had to be at Tourism Academy of Sentosa, TAS in short by 0715 hrs and thus had to wake up at around 0600 hrs. When my alarm rang, I was zombiefied, Wanted so much to fall asleep again but yet my alarm rang again. I knew that I would dozed off again and thats the reason for multiple alarms in my phone . Hahaz, So was practically dragging myself up and wash up, grab jacket and went out. Off to Vivo. Woah, Vivo was a dead city, all the shops were shuttered. Hahaz, so I head to Sentosa, met Grace and Jing Ting on the Sentosa Express Train. Was Damn shaggggggg, reason due to Tues' training which was my first training back. I was glad that I went back trainign for grading as Decentralised grading was that saturday and not the following week which I thought it was. =X So im in time to train. And when reach TAS , entered the Seminar room to meet the other SA peeps, Well, I was in a 90% dead mode. LOLZ. THen when the yr 1 arrived, and began the orientation, I was too tired and I returned to the room to kun.

Hahaz, was damn damn damn tired ok. Before the yr 1 arrived, we did the tour around Sentosa for the Amazing Race clues, im soooo glad that im not Grp LEader as I cant hold on that much longer. =X Oopz, so i slept in the room, untill once I got woken up by this comment : OMG, Scare me , I didnt think there was someone sleeeping there... LOLZ =X Because the room was effing cold and I had my jacket on and I used a towel to cover my head to sleeep, and then thats why the SA peep , i cant rmb who got a scare =X Keke

After lunch, I totally CMI le. THen i went home as the others began the amazing race. =.= SLept on the way home .. WHooohoooz

[ Cant rmb much wat happen after that As im typing this on 11 Oct. ]

8 Oct 2009

Was working in the morning.

Went for Training in the evening. This time no Tania working, only me and Shermaine. Then THANKS SHERM DEAR for telling me the shorter way to get to TP ahahahahz.. Im sooo frigging dumb I know , to take bus from Airpork to Parkway then 15 with the friggin long ride to TP. HAHahahz. Then Thurs I took bus 27 to Tamp and switched 15 to scl. YESSSS IM EARLY FOR TRAINING AHHAHAHZ.... Hmm Was quite early there, the first senior to be there and with the yr 1, obviously, they are damn enthu. But somehow they reminds me of when im in yr 1 , The goodo memories with my Once So Good Fren, we were always earlier tha nthe others for training as we alwasy studied together. AH well, those good times can never be repeated again, some people might know who she is, and does she knows im talking bout her? Nvm, look forward huh, she's happy now , so im glad for her... as for memories, they are meant to be kept for keepsake =] ...

So, at around 1800 hrs + , lill blackie aka XIao Hei arrived, and we went down the stairs. I went for a 3 rounds run, felt goood. Oh and priscilla msged me if im going training, Im surprised to received the msg as shes been MIA for veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy longgg and so I replied, Just come lor.. hahah she thoguth I miss her tooo much, hahha perhaps true, but for me, I rather everyone to continue to come training. I wish I could say this to my fren too : Come back Training? COme back to TKD... But i know its pointless. Hmmz, after that saw Guiwen too,,, Actually i didnt noe she came, when i entered hall after my run, i saw another bag beside my Lao GOng [ my Complete seeed ] hahaha then saw her then realise is her bag.. Must be she recognise my bag hahahz... =P Hmmz then she went for run, and So i ran another round. =]

Hit down to training. =] Was goood, was funnny. Wee SHin cant kick as she pulled a hemstring? So she hold target for me, Michelle has no holder so we took turns... 1 holder , 2 kickers hahhahz.. =] Tnx girl for holding for me =] THen Halfway, Ashley and Abigail sprained ankle.. Abi is a worse case, and WS went to take Ice... So I stop lor, applied some basic first aid for them.. Diao, when i apply the ice on ashley's ankle, i asked around who got shirt or towel, then Sir said : u dont haave shirt mehz.. He meant the one i wearing la.. hahahz Should have posed my qn as : who has EXTRA shirt or towel lolz.. THen after that went to practised my pattern with wee shin while the others were doing kcikings.. After that, Alan sir went off and Michael sir took over at 2100 hrs , for sparring. I didnt spar obviously...

ALan sir damn funny, when he arrived and we were doing the warmign up and i took a 1 min rest and he ask me buy soya bean. He say till CHoya bean.. -.- I was lik wats that ? He say : u dunnoe wats Soya Bean arhz?! Hahahhaz THen while the others were puttign on padding, he asked me why i didnt spar, then yongchuang replied im handicap zzz ... then sir ask me go take Fu SHeng Fu... = Michael Sir's photo,.,... Then I rreplied is Hu not FU lolz.. =X

Hmm sparrring was damn funny, the yr 1 were goood....

1] Edward was to spar with a yr 1, half way he and the yr1 were PANTING TOGETHER ! JAHAHAHAHAH Me guiwen yannign and weeshin weer there laughing la... damn funny hahahahz

2] then when the black belts were in the ring, i dunnoe is nicholas or wei yuan were thrown in then he immediately ran to Michellle ... LOL the action dam funny... cause previously , yongchuang sparred with Nic or Wy then the yr 1 kena kicked hard so i guess he ran to michelle as he thoguth she wont kick v hard... rofl

3] WHen Jin hong were to spar with Edawrd, he machiam lion preying on meat la... chased edward alot.. LOLZ...

Overall, sparrring was very funny v entertaining hahahha ... =]

9 Oct

Working

10 OCt
SAturday

Decentralised grading
Opera Estate PRiamry School
0900 hrs

Met, Xiaobai another yr 1 at Bedok there then walk in... I didnt know I had a junior from myanmar, now i know =] hahah maybe she can converse with Thiha lolz =P hmm practised abit and then also was on the phone now and then guiding Jun Wei how to get to OEPS.. Oopz , told him to take a wrong bus hahahahz PS ! Then after that 0930 hrs, grasding started

I guess was pretty all right, Jun wei forgot his pattern , i think should be can pass ba, then sparred with him, hahahah Nigel said we did horse kick when we both did back thrust tgt LOLZ =X ooopz.. And durign my basic kick, i almost lose balance and I slammed the ground too loud .,.. ooopz =X
hahahahz

THen after the grading was sittign back at the flooor there, Kian Lam bro was there to supprot too ! TY BROTHER! jahhahahahz =P then I saw this kid crawlign towards me So i Said Hi!

He [ BOy 1 ] : Are you a Korean?
Me : no , I from SPore Not Korean
Boy 2 [ crawled too ] : Lame
ME : he asked if im from korea, im not, so i say im sporean mahz
Boy 2 : You look like a Monkey
Me -___-
BOy 3 : U look like a Boy!
ME : O__________O !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Boy 1 : You look lik super junior when u cut off ur pony tail
Me : OK I DONT WANT TO TALK ALREADY !

Wat the..... go grading end up kena suaned by those lill boys hahahz, but its ok, they meant no harm ! =] But nigel and Junwei heard it and Kian lam too, they were laughign laaaa .... waaaaaaaaaat theeeeeeeee =/ uahahahhaz

I guessed most prolly will pass la hor... MUST PASSSSSSSSSs
Then I can finally trade in my green belt for my SIs's de blue belt le! Oh and I neeed buy my guards!!! lol =P

After grading went to take bus 42 to Kembangan, ddidnt walk back to Bedok as was raining heavily... hahah Actaully i dont mind walkign de but i dont want my LAO GONG to be wetttttt sia.... will heart break de =[ THen waited for the bus for friggign half hrs ++ =.= THen went to meeet tania and arrived to SHaw hOuse at 1130 hrs .. Punched card and continued our borign training at work...

Trainign - WORk

WEnt for Work de trainign with Tania, was ACtually, its quite all right la, but the air con was effign cold and I hate it, didnt had my life saver _ Jacket with me tooo ! DAmn... then lucky had the break then went to eat soem warm foood - Apple Pie from Mac ahahhahahahahz =X AT least made me feel better... i was not feeelign well already and i guess i got saved by that pie =P
Got introduced to a deeper degreee of the menu n such then FINISHED! =D WEnt to eat SUbway with Tania and then walked around Far EAst Plaza, nth to walk de sia, parrty im not feeeling well and Im friggging tired, so does Tania.. Actually while at Subway Kat wanna meet de but in the end i got too tired and then went home to rest and then nvr meet her.. SOme other time kk ! Mao mao !

On the way home , I felllllllllll asleeeeeeeep on the bus rofl, all the way home ahhahahahz, then lucky zhun zhun at house de bus stop I alighted as i woke up at the right moment.. whew if not miss my stop le.. =P

THen home was online, searchign how to do Rubik's cube solutions and then play MSN games =] hahahz

11 OCt 2009

Work

Felt ill.. didnt wannna work de but in the end went in the evening, lucky had shermaine to help me with the orders, sigh, was down form [ opposite of top form =X ] hjahahz.. But today was all right thou... Went home.. online, and oh yea , SEARCHED RUBIKS SOLUTIONS AND THEN SONG HUNTINGGGG

Just this noon before I stepped out of house , I heard this DAMn Nice SOng, Immediately to my liking! hahhahahahahz, Chen Wei LIan de 大海 =D Hahhaha was hummign the tune on way to work lolz, then met shermaine , go accompany her eat lunch then went back restaurant to slack, told her bout the song, then she searched on her I touch then let me listen a while, then half way stop buffing -.- DIao then its time to start work.. then after I got home, I SEARCHED FOR SONG..! Asked SKy to find for me =DDD
NCIE NICE NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I FOUND ANOTHER NICEEEEEEEEE SONGGGGGGGGGGG YESHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAHAHA

Then I was finding the Gentign de Rubiks' Cube too =P I managed to FINISHED it!! OHHH YEAHHH =P hahahahahhahaz

[ti:大海]
[ar:陈伟联]
[al:走唱陈伟联]

歌名:大海
歌手:陈伟联
专辑:走唱陈伟联
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music~

从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你

本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清晰

想要说些什麽又不知从何说起

只有把它放在心底

茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去

徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清

想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里

猛然回头你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱

就让我用一生等待

如果深情往事你已不再留恋

就让它随风飘远

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁

就像带走每条河流

所有受过的伤

所有流过的泪

我的爱

12 OCt 2009

Work Come Bday Present Hunting

Worked till 1700 hrs with Shermaine and then went to Tamp to meet Tania. PeiJun came interview today too. Hmmz after knocked off, ate at Staff canteen then took bus down. Tania and Shermaine dined at the Food court there after cant decide wat to makan and thus we began our job hunting. THey others cant defcide what to buy for Aqilah, and so I said more pratical stuffs would be a wallet or a bag instead of those head scarves or accessories. After hunting from TAmp 1 to CS to TM , we finally decided on this bag which we saw at Level 2 outside COnverse Shop. Strange was that as we made a round around the level before the stall, what I had in mind was this intuition that we could end up buying the present there. And im right. =X I got Psycho powers =P

hahahz. Then it was around 2200 - 2300 already and Tan and SHerm wanna go to Sherm house to make this bday card. ANd I went off, just wanna get homme n rest [ not in sleeeping terms ] =] then yeap

13 OCt 2009

HAPPPY BDAY AQILAH, 21ST ALREADY, WELCOME TO THE CLUB =P
Tania and Shermaine wanted to work from 1100 to 1400 hrs, i dont want too as i find it pointless and then we met in Dhoby Ghaut at 1815 hrs. THen went to make this POSH brownie as her cake. WE left the brownie at MindCafe and then went to escot Aqilah from DG to MC. =] SHe dam funny, along the way we lied to her that we are going to Pub hahah then she replied: I call my mother now LOLZ. =P Funny girl. Hmmz, had fun there , played games lik Chicken Cha Cha True COlors Fingers Game etcetc , spent over 80 bugs in total and we are entitled to a free membership card which Tania took. After that it was about 2300 hrs already and we went home =]

14 OCt

WOrk Training

Worked with Tania, decided on the last minutes of Wed night. Previously I did not submit my schedule for the thrus as theres sports club meeting but it was postponed so yeap =] Work. Was stationed as service crew did some order takings, once there was an error, table 43 , somehow it keyed in as table 3.. and then i realise that it was probably someone else click 3 before and i had to clcik 2 times table 43 before the tag can be changed but i presses 1 nia and so keyed in wrongly.. .ahahaz watever....... then in the end before leaving, I was helpign Tania with the Hamburg set.. DAMNIT the chef put out the hamburg meat patty on this plate and i was going to take it. But beefore i took it, the intuition was processed in my mind : be careful, its hot... but i still go ahead and too,k it... but lucky 2 fingers nia if not 5 fingers OUCH/. So i touch it... I think 1 sec i withdrew my fingers dam hot.. hahah then i quickyly go rinse it under water and then dip in ice... can feeel the hotness in my right thumb and finger... =[ Thanks for the Voice in my head that tells me : be careful its hot...

Then went back for training. Went to SAA to settle Coach claims form from YH to be passed to kian lam. YH said the coach claim dont tally with each other and then I was there thinking in which way dont tally. THen BINGO, i found out certain errors . Wa coach fees is 45 bugs per hrsss $___________$ SHIOK siaaaaaaaaaaaa hahahahz then went for training Lucky kian lam was there if not coach claim cant be settled whew hahahaz For my batch only me n kian lam went, tifanny , juniors and peiyong michelle huiting nia.. little peoplee....

=]

Training was a killer to me, ran 3 rounds before that and the trained. Kick and Kick , wa stu[id Kelvin tay was there, keep call me handicap and made a comment : next time the mat need designate an area for Handicapped people. Please la, 口德好一点，集多点良福.... i noe no offence, well, nth to say, I believe in Karma =]

I WAS HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hahahahahahha haddddddd fun todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I DONT WANT TO LET GO OF YOUR HANDS~! I DONT WANT YOU TO LET GO MINE TOOO.... I pray that there is FATE between the two of us... I want you, Will Fate allows us to be together?

No more POL-ITE

OMG. WEll only get to know on thurs itself... hahaz hmmm well, i was in a dilemma the other day whether to take part in POLITE but then now its cancelled so be it.. IVP. =]

16 Oct 2009

Friday

Not working. Fear Struck me again. The Prob i dealed with 21 yrs ... Im afraid. Im in fear. I pray And I Pray. Please.

20 Oct 2009
Tues

Start of new school term

Sem 2.2. officially started in Tourism Academy of Sentosa, in Sentosa Duh. Woke up at arnd 0700 hrs to go out and to meet Wenyi at Skytrain entrance at 0815 hrs. It was a tuesday as monday all tutorials no scl. Then when reached Vivo, saw lots of HTM people -_- , As What i have alraedy expected to see. Trish Shinn Lya bla bla bla all were there and then they began to go on a photo frenzy .. hahahz I was just watching n observing them lolz, was sleeeeeepy =[ hmm then yeap at TAS had lectures and all.... Then had a 3 hrs long break, me and Wenyi went to vivo to makan and then went to New Urban Male and Daiso. I bought 3 small notebook pads which came tgt in a packet for taking orders during work lolz, and Wenyi bought this blackboard thingy..

Then while just before leaving Daiso, felt headache zzz.... aw man then while on way back to TAS met Grace and co... haha she bought lots of stuffs, or rather 2 tops , I nickname her Lim Tai Tai =X hahaz, she really dressed till wanna go shopping kind lor.. -_- i cant be bothered with dressing up =X ..
Hmm then back at LT for the lecture, as alot ppl crash lectures, I and the rest had to sit on the stairs... then my headache jsut keep getting more painful =[
FInally lecture ends, took bus 30 back to TP with Wenyi. Jsut as we were crossingg the roads, the bus stopped at the traffic light there, then ended up we both ran all the way to the next bus stop. Breathless.. LOLZ =X hahah but lucky nvr miss bus if not dunnoe need wait how long as we are rushing to get back TP to print ntoes and for training. On the bus, headche got worse, tried to rest on the bus , trhen i guessed when I finally dozed off, reached bedok interchange already =/ still headache... =/ Then it was already 1730 hrs, wenyi said lab would be clsoed alfready.. i was shock to hear that as I thought lab clsoes at arnd 1800 hrs ++ ? hmmz

Ended up we go Bis Park eat some food and then go for training.... I went to SAA to settle some stuffs then met Yeuan Huei haha and he asked me to get TKD ppl 100 pax to go supprot ICool on 27 Oct, the new launch of a thermometers =X hmmz, ah well, so I msg kian lam bout it lor.. hahahz.. After that head down for training .... Went for a 2 rounds run hoping my headache would get better, but no, after runnign 2 rounds which I aimed for 3, my head has the feeling of being "too heavy" I dun wan to strain myself as I know if I do, i sure get something bad as im injury prone -________-

Then back in hall, trained some warm ups then while doing the start of doin kickings, I cant take it anymore, went to sit and rest, then went outside of hall , sit at gallery try to breathe fresh air.. felt better then thought i could train le, who knows did 1 set of slamming kicks,cant... =[ I dont want to risk myself, so I went out to sit at the benches with the juniors there.... haha wenyi commented that she trained till wannna die then i sit there sleeep... llol, cant blame la, as i having bad headache.. then went homeee and rest N sleeep...

I was thinking, is it cause of Sentosa' weather which was scorching hot , and the 1..5 hrs of travelling time that strained me and cuases the headache or lack of sleeep.. hmm i shall see how next weeek.. =]

21 OCt 2009
Wed

Scl lor, lectures lor, then after that went back tp to print lotsssssss of notes hahahahahaz tons of notes... =] then met al to discuss bout IG day and got informed of Sports Bazaar thingy.. yea

22 OCt 2009

THusr

Woke up at around 1230 hrs ate lunch n then do my own stuffs and head for tp for lecture at 1600 hrs... I somehow see wrong thought i had lec at 1400 hrs when is Lab lesson which is tut.. diaoz... wat am i thinkign siol... hmm then attended the lecture lor, reached scl went to print mum's recipes and lecture.... LEcture was DRAGGGGGGGGGGGY zomggggg, =.= talk so slow, thou some made a point but then tooo lousoh le la... hahahaz

After that lec ends at 1700 hrs, I head down to Bis Park and sit down an transfer my notes into my lec notes .. Then met lokto.. she went off for lesson I sat for a while then went to Training... Waited for Kat to arrive and went for a 4 round run.. Aimed for 3 de but then run till too shiok and went for another run .. hahahahz then hit down the mats ... =] Had lots of kickings today, kat cant really hold well , but still ok la, and i guess i prolly cant hold well too ,.,, ahwell... then kick kick kick, got once is middle kick then top slamming... kat held her right hand with middle then the top slamming held with left hand... so when after the middle kick , i try for the top slamming, I sorta twisted my knee abit... Reason: she held the target tooo far out le, directly at the left side instead of the proper way of middle... hmm haiz... then i drop to the mat =X oopz, then went to rest for a while...

Lucky nth wrong... whew, damn scared sia, i dun wan injuriesssssssss HAHAHAH
IM LEARNING TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF ALALALLAL =DDD
After that is the consecutive 10s x 5 , plus alternates and doubles, waaaaaaaa train tilll really breathless T_________T , was so cravign for 100 plus but i endured with just plain water =X hahaz ..... then they rest did sparrring... =]

Training end. Bathed. And wanted go makan with kat de lor, she pangseh me... wat sia... i hate u kat =P no la i still love u, but just that i love someone else MORE =DDD hahahahz.....

Overall Trainign was dam shiok... but i guess i too long no train and then somehow no energy to train, and got breathless easily, .... blerhjx....

The End.
Tml no schoool, going to bro's house to help out with some stuffs... Lookign forward to see how the house like =]

23 Oct 2009

GOt woken up at around 1200 hrs to wash up and all and prepare to go to Bro's house to do some stuffs, first time going to his new home hahaz =X It was nice, had aircons and heater and all.. =X I wan stay at his hourse! =/ Dunnoe allowed not aww =[ hmmz anyways its a nice house ba.. =] I wished I can get to stay at his house next time =X

After eating lucnh at the hawker centre, had kway chap and then went home, took an afternoon nap and when i woke up it was already 2000 hrs LOLZ, slept soooo long lolz, =X I missed the 1630 hrs show, shucks last episode finally, mum nvr woke me up to watch arhzzzzzz, after i been watchign the show sooo long, in the end missed out last episode ... RAWR =[

Hahaz

Human Behaviours

I love observing people, their character, their behavious, what are they thinking and feeling etc. And for some time, I notice another Disgusting behaviour of people. Sigh. People From my poly. I notice, just because others are less fortunate then them, not as pretty, not as handsome, rich, thin, slim, beautiful, not as perfect as them, and they got ostracised, got condemned by them. Why ? Why look down on those less fortunate? Just because they are fatter, uglier, poorer than you, then they are not of your "Class" and then deserved to be looked down upon by you? Why do such stuffs.... Not everyone is the same, no one chose to be born the way they are, who dosent want to be as perfect as they can be...

得绕人处且绕人

: If it is possible to forgive other's Misgivings, Please Do so...

人不犯我，我不犯人

: If others dont offend me, I dont offend them ..../

退一步，海阔天空

: Take a Step behind, and Less Troubles/ Problems there are...

If only people can understand the meaning of the above phrases....

Of course, sometimes , we find it Totally Disgusted Totally Hated some people, and yes, true, I do hate people at times, but as the first phrase said, If it was possible to forgive others' misgivings, Then please do so.... =]

Like that, Would be more Happier Right!
=DDDD

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {10/12/2009 03:03:00 AM}
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

28 Sept - 30 Sept
Sports club Sub Comm Camp

Woke up at 1000 hrs to eat lunch yes, Mum specially cooked it for me. hahahz Then head to school for Camp. They specially cooked my fav dish to tempt me to eat at home Diaoz.. =[ Hahaaz...

Reached school, helped out with stuffs and then during later part of the day take over Red Team with Jeremy as Jasmine is unwell. Hmmx, still all right la, just that alot ppl got hurt and cuts, Safety issues are not there yet and the enthuness of station masters not that high and then the games alottt improvements can be made better. Oh Shucks, Im being reminded of my TPJC ODAC LTC camp. THATS THE MOST ZAII-EST CAMP I ever beeen tooo. Poly's are .. bahz, small fry... -.= ...

Training

THen close to dinner times, I left them at 1930 hrs to head down to hall for training. Didnt train, just went for a 3 rounds run and did some pattern and in the end, did some few little kicks. While running , I was keeping in mind of my left ankle due to previous major sprain. As previous days, while walking, can feel the pain and so I dont want that suffering again. Especially when Im left with 2 weeks to train up for grading. Bahz. Dumbo, Please dont get any more injuries! RAWR/.... But even if I didnt do anything, i still will attract them like magnets. =.= The other day while using lappy , i knocked my left leg againsst the metal bars of the table ahhahaz, blue black lor lol =.= Then today, I felt my right elbow aching... I hope its not due to the surgery which was done a year ago.. Hmmm

Anyways, practised pattern. SOMETHING DAMMMM FUNNNY HAPPPENED. ALAN SIR was sitting by the bench there and the rest was of were doing pattern. Then Suddenly ICE dropped down and hit Sir's right hand. LOLZ.. It was JunYang who accidentally dropped the ice! hahahahhaz damn funny... Huiting Commented: 有人要莫杀你 hahahhaz.. I was like laughing away when I saw that... =X Then back home msned him, then I came to know that He accidentally dropped it de, apparently ice was too slippery on his hands and he dropped it.. LOLZ... He say Sir's face very fierce... hahah aiya dun worry, Sir always liddat de =P No Worries =P lol, I was practically laughing away at that funny act hahahahhaz .... ANd he also dam suay, zhun zhun landed the ice at Sir.. hahahahz tsk tsk.. Next time hold ice properly! Dont drop it LOLZ =DDDD

Hmm, Thurs i wanted to go trainign too but had Mid Authum Festival thingy so cant go .. Haiz.. Nvm, I shall take it as a chance to liase with the elderly people... =] I hope they would be happy =]

船到桥头自然直 ! =DDD

1 OCt
Happy Children's DAY

Hahahahahz HAPPPYP children's day to all and to me ^^ WEnt back to school at 1800 hrs for the Mid Authum Festival THingy. I got Lucky and met someone =] Hahaz, Kat was with me lolx.. Yuean Hueui asked me to asked Sir to bring people to the booth lolz or else threaten not to support our POLITe. When I conveyed the msg, Sir replied : POLITE is school support de =P hahahz

Left at aounrd 2130 hrs as next day had to return school to do the Welcome Back to scl Banner. ARHZ

2 Oct
Fri
Mood: HAPPPPY

Returned to scl to make the banner. Im Happy. =]

3 Oct
Hari Raya Celeb at Salmi's House
HAPPY Mid Authum/Mooncake/Lantern festival =DDD
Mood: Average

Thanks for the invitation girl, hahahz, when I reached, I alighted at the wrong bus stop, LOLZ GOT LOST wooots =D Hmmz, yea saw hui li aidah and soem of their uni frens there.. I saw a guy who looks alike to Samuel Lim la and his name is Samuel LOLZ =X

Then left at around 1630 hrs to go to Kat's house .. hahahz i love visiting people's houses, =] When i took the bus from Tamp to Bedok itc, i fell asleep on the bus lor, even I was asleep at the interchange LOLZ.. =X Hmmz, then took bus 17 to Kat house.. =] her house is messy , same as mine hahhaz but at least far bigger than mine.. =] Ate 2 pieces of Dark CHoc and a piece of mooncake.. Her mom very On i think... hahahz V zai =X hmm.. They talk to each other as if friends la hahahz cooool lolz..

Then after that kat used comp I fell asleep hugging the TARE panda HAHAHZ .. She has alot of soft toys tooo, same as me.. =X but hers all black black de le =X Somewhat similar to mine hahhahah HER HELLO KITTTY FROM WHITE TURN BLACK OMG... =X oh well, was at first watching doraemon de then halfway i fell alseep cause sleepy, untill shermaine woke me up with a phone call to ask me bring my blazer for her.. =] Then i try rrest a while then got up log in msn..
Talked to Alvan and then played some MSN games, TicTac Toe and Minesweeeper with him, or rather kat was the one who took over in the end hahahhaz, she say him lousy =X oopx.. lolx ...

THe solitaire showdown he funnny la, say dunnoe how to play, i at first wannna play slow slow and teach him but then it was kat playing and in the end , she winning , obviously and ALVAN CLOSED GAME LOLOLZ... Kat joked : he soreloser =X hahah no la , no offence de, joking de =D

THen we decided to go out head out for bugis to eat , i craving for pasta after seeing waraku's pastas LOLZ.. Then in the end ate Prata at Changi road, opposite eunos station there... and talked to her bout stuffs and such.. then i went home and she continued to bugis, i think meetign jerome or somethign to lan.. hmmz

While eating, dad phoned me and told me my 2 brothers and Jennifer playing lanterns !!! T________T OMGGG nvr tell me ealrier if not i go home play alrraedyyyy laaaa .... ARGHZZZ.... So i ran home hoping they still playing but too late, they finished le =[

4 OCt

WORKING .
Dont Disturb me with ACTIVITIES AND STUFFS

FOOOD POISONINGGG WTFFF -______-
Got woken up as early as 0400/0500 hrs with a bad bad stomachache.. Having the runs and then untill went to work still hurting T_T omg
Really is food poisoning sia..
I guess must be the prata or curry or the cookies or the ice milo i ate the previous night =[

OMGGG ..T_________T My physical fitness is down down down, thats why viruses bacteria is finding me

I want to advise people something:

- DOnt Speak english to china people as you will get "har" as a reply.. -_- I blurted out the F word today to her LOLZ ... think said it qutie soft.. =X hmm damn it.. know how to talk nia dunnoe how to do... I survived the 10 hrs! Arhx... Ate the charcoal ... Now im going to orh orh le... tml meeting tania for a swim =]

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPY

OYASUMI NASAI

5 Oct 2009

Swim

Met Tania at 1030 hrs for our swim ^^ =DDD hahahhaz Long time no swim, did 30 laps then we went to Bedok Hawker Center to makan. Before that, pass by Sheng Siong and we went in to shop arnd =D We were surprised by the types n prices of the snacks and tidbits there. OMG I SAW ALOT OF MY FAV SNACKS since pri scl lol =P

Bought a packet of jelly and seaweed! I wanna buy the penguin biscuits , and some other sdtuffs too! But buy too much alreeadcyu.. Hahha i rmb pri scl always went to buy those penguin biscuits for 20 cents a packet and the seaweed 10 cents per piece de lor!coool Next time can go back there hunt for more childhood snacks =P keke

The sun was not that stong , althouh got a tan, i guess wont get sun burnt =] Hahaz, i got back my tan line wooots =P
After eating, went to Tamp to meet Pei Jun, its like OMG so long didnt meet her already hahahz then went to eat kfc, no i didnt eat, she did.. =] Me and tania were lik trying to avoid kfc la, imagine the calories lost durign the swim and eat and get them all bacjk..... then talk bout stuffs, and such

Was sleppey siol, then go home, immediately fell asleep ON the BUS =D

6 Oct 2009

WOrk and Training

Went to work and saw William on the bus, ARGHZS, LOL GG .. =.= then yea work was pretty all right today, hahahahz left at 1600 hrs to go training.. =] before that went to staff canteen to dine...
Seriously, this whole week I have been trying to avoid meat hahahahz But i guess wont lose weight cause im eating lotsa mooncakes =S Oopx I gotta drink some tea =]

Training was woah, @______________@
Long time no train le, i wanna train for Grading de, so well, hit down to the mats, the feel of steppign on the mats is goood =P hahahhaz
i got shagged out after some time , either due to long time no train or either no energy to train... hnmmmm dunnnoe
but training feeels gooooood

YESSS =D Im happppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
hahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhazzzzzzzzz

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {9/30/2009 12:30:00 AM}
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

23 September 2009

I need Money

Who dosent? But I need money to buy stuffs, stuffs which I need. I need to purchase my guards. I havent got my guards yet. Darn. Even Freshmen have theirs already. LOLZ. I shall be a workaholic, I shall work and work and work and work and then Be tired and I can forget about a particular person.

Hahaaz.. Unless I got a sponsor, if not this shall be the path. =] Next week from this Fri onwards shall be a tiring one, hahaz.

Something's wrong

Sometimes I wish that I will just know the full truth, be a psychopath with ultra sensitive telekinetic skills that I can any time any where, understand what people are thinging. I know something is wrong but I am not sure. Am I thinking too much or I am right in what I thought of as I have always been right in my conclusions about people. I guess, I shall just keep to my principles :

当朋友，有兄弟就好，别要求太多

船到桥头自然直

Tell Me. For the Moment, I shall just forget. Give it up, Stupid Egg. Hahaz.

唐心风暴

I wanted to watch today's episode. Alfred had that car accident. I somehow felt that the couple is so loving. After breaking up, they are still missing each other so much, and can still like normal friends. How envious. Hmmz. I think Chang ZaiXin is pretty ! Hahaz, The whole show. Im only interested in that couple only LOL.Well I guess since 2 years have passed, and Alfred despite do her wrong but yet still loving her so much, Its time for her to forgive him.

Another thing that is v touching was that when ZaiXin threw a seashell carved with : 常在我心 into the seas when they broke up, Alfred went to took up diving sessions to search for the shell! OMG>.. If I were zaixin i would forgive him already la..!

能与自己相爱的人在一起、

是多么令人羡慕与兴福的是

大家要爱惜自己的最爱！ =D

Hand's pain

Woke up with my left hand hurting ..... Im beginning to feel like as if Im a VooDoo doll, with someone pricking a needle in my limbs and I felt the pain. Seriously, I can predict that which hand or leg is gonna get pains ... Last time, after I kicked my right foot into the metal bar during CCA recruitment, my left wrist hurts after sparring in the grading. THen follwed is the Left ankle ahhahahaz And on Tues, my right knee felt pain and today my left hand. WTH. -_________________- hahahz .... zzz The pain is more of a feeling that iss 酸酸的 =[ Hmm... Blerhx... And my right hand, is the scars that hurt when I pressed onto my hand while sleeping, Haiz... Difficult to sleep lolx... =X

ROller Coaster Kingdom

Theres a new format.. which I think it sux.. =.= Stupid

Dreamz

It the 5th TIme i dreamt about you. The first time I dreamt about 2 for consecutive 2 days. The Strangeness, The Awkardness in the dreamz are like a totally loud Silence which Suffocates me... Tell Me waat to do.. Why are dreamz so different from the reality of which how you are treating me now... What do the dreamz imply? ...

Tell me.. I dislike this loud silence, this awkardness between us...
I know its impossible, I know I should Stop, I know I should stop thinking about you.
But WHY.
WHen I saw her, when I thought of how long back you two have been, When I thought of what will happen if I were really to lose you, I just got emersed, got drowned in total silence. You two are so compatible. We, 1 word: Impossible.

24 September 2009

Training

Ate amazingly early dinner at 1730 hrs then head down to Parkway to get my stuffs for work, my black slippers, as for socks, cant find yet. Ice Lemon Tea appears to be down from business. Hmmx.
After that went to school... See them train, and prac pattern.
Quite a few people whom I dont expect to be there came down, such as Sebastian sir gavin sir, etc.. I guess they are practising some unarmed combat stuffs..
THe others were kicking away and how envious was I to them, wanted to kick but cant.. Today's was power.. they did 100s, then followed by 50s.. hahaz.. Thiha came down today too, hahaz we then practised pattern at the furthest back of the hall. =]

Some of the freshmen are injrued already, Nicholas has a sprained ankle --__- ... And I dont get it why would they alawys wanted to spar sooo much before training even started.. Diaoz... Stop la.. -.-

WHile training was ending, Hai Mei sparred with sebastian sir, w/o padding on .. its padding off =X ..Then Michael sir sparred with Augustian, hahaz his leg kena whacked .. tsk tsk.. sir keep on insisting michelle to spar too but she refused.. lolz..

After training, went with the peeps to makan at opposite school .. =]
Xiting was funny during eating, as ben teo arrives with wee shin and jin hong arrives with peiyong, they were sitted at the same table together with Nick and Gwen. Then she commented: That table v lovey dovey , haha but nick and gwen is wrong de.. lol, but soon TK arrives so they sat tgt and Xiting went on to comment : TKD has become a Matchmaking Agency already hahahz, ... =D QUite true thou , kechik said the same stuffs before lolz.. Nick Lokto, GwenTk, JinHOngPeiyong, BenWeeShin and still got quite a few others ... hahah 1 comment made by either TK or XiTing was funny: Love the Sport and FindYour Loved One here. LOLZ

Then head home..
Bathed and online and chat and Facebooking and blogging ... Blerhxj//
No idea why during prac. pattern, was having mild headache... zz ):

Facebook

I was browsing through friends' list when I saw this person Ong Chin Nam and so i checked the infor, his email was familiar, those of a Survival Project Player... And thrue enuff, he was , but he cant rmb his own IGN ... ARGHX =[ hahahahz ... Kinklebell Rox

Shows

I wonder hows the 2100 hrs show.... Wonder hows's alfred and the chang zai xin ahhahz... Im only interested in them from the whole showww =X hmm and I missed the Shen Diao Xia Lu too.. ah well from tml onwards cant get to watch already.. boo =/

Oyasumi

Gd Night. Gotta work tml...

The World's as if crashed

I must applaud myself for having such good observational and instincts skills ahhahahaz... I hit the JackPot once again.. =D The idea which I had In mind was true.. see... Now who wants me to predict stuffs? COme to me. Im right in my Judgement. =DD

And as I applaud myself, my world's crashed. From impossible, it becomes a reality and Im filled with questions and was stunned.
The Silence around me has gotten so loud, I didnt know things could happen so fast, I knew something was wrong and I tried to deceive myself that its not what I thought But Im wrong, In the End I hit it right.

辛福是什么

幸福是自己挣取的吗?

You are a Jerk. I hate you. I felt like a joker. I wanted to laugh at myself.
..
..
...
...

The Dilemma for over 1 yrs plus has finally came to its end.

带着笑容的面具
面对着你

面具后眼泪却滴着

心里淌着血

而你只会见到那笑脸

I doubt I know how to Laugh and Smile again.
U made the world crash.

25 Sept 2009

First day. Went to the airpork listening to my songs, my fav songs and I just felt sad =[ .. Haiz, Even Tania told me why I look so sad.. =[ Arh well. .Nvm...
It was all right, get to learn how to make the drinks and desserts and stuffs, have some probs arising too , esp during dinner hrs when the desserts and drinks orders started piling up and the senior colleagues hve to take over the role to chiong the stuffs out.

SSM has taught me well in serving the stuffs, ahhahz, Bricks carrying is useful .. =D Then had 2 hrs break, was telling Tania bout stuffs and discussed a gd buddy's bday celebs.. hmmz.

THen Airpork seriously has nothign to shop for -____- diaoz...

Legs were 酸 after standing the whole day but as its slippers then its all right..
As i didnt I somehow pulled some tendons or some other stuffs in my knee during pattern practicce, today, standing the whole day somehow makes my knees hurt .. Crap.. Im lik an old woman liddat, here pain there pain... Now back home, Im like stretching my legs, felt so good lolz... =X
Oh and I just ate a 2 bugs meal today for lunch and dinner HAHHAHAZ...
yES YeS YES I WANt SAve money and earn money and loseeeeee weightttttt ahhahahaz...

I wanna buy Havannas ...

My right hand seems to be all right today, as I have been carryign stuffs with left, except that the refilling of hot water all that put a strain on my right hand.

Darn, it just feels so wierd to have your Left hand stronger than ur right when you are right handed.. HAHAZ...
Was thinking about alot stuffs when didnt have much stuffs to do..

BDAY

Next mon, 28 Sept my bday =D .. I made a decision that every 28, Im so gonna make new bday resolutions and see whether I fulfilled them or not..

I have already thought Of some.. :
- To work and earn as much money as possible , to be extremes is : 为钱而生，为钱而死... hahahahz , seriously everything , everyone around me is just talking about money n money stuffs... Damnit..
- To lose weight,,, I so frigging fat zzzzzzz
- To earn money and get my guards

Crashed..

I dunnoe what to do. What to say.
What to think
I still refused to believe
I still cant believe u are such person

PsychoAnalysis Skills

I just simply loveee my psychoanalysis skills. Im so darn right about people..
我看人很准

lolz.. Seriously... From donkey years back since JC times, I began to observe people and I can totally predict how they will act or behave with response to various stimulus.. And Im so stunned at first when Im right. Now , Somehow it has become a normal thing...

I tend to find it funny when I asked people on purpose when I already predicted how they would response and true enuff I am right. LOLZ =X Sigh...
Humans are although very unpredictable, I love the challenge to predict people .
HAHAZ

船到桥头自然直
I miss my 口头腔

Kat

Its been a week. 生气也气了一个星期了，该消气了... Kat, I guess i can forgive u le ba.. Apologies the other time when u sent that sms, i didnt reply u as I somehow still felt that u dunnoe where u are wrong ...

In fact I dont mind telling this , my first thoughts when I saw the SMS were :

U still dont know that you are wrong, it was you the one in fact who is unhappy and vent ur anger on me. ANd yet u claim I vent my anger on u. Please, i wont be angry over such puny lill issues, It was only untill u gave me that attitude, that tone, that i am 不爽... U were the one asking me for a favour, and yet u sounded as if I am only right to do as u say. And true I ask questions, but dont forget how you are urself too, U too I can say Asked far more questions and I have alwasy answered u, and not play around and being secretive not answering you. And on the other hand, whenever I asked u stuffs, What did u tell me : go find out urself, dont ask too much, or posed qns back to me... U claimed that I reply on people too much, and then thats why qns i asked, u ask me find out myself.. then how bout u? Why not u go find out the answers urself instead of asking me for them?

And for the part of that you will be more patient to me, I was thinking about this, You find me intolerable, irritating and so on, and thats why u need be patient to me, and this is the main reason why I thoguht that you still havent find out where you were wrong. U never do apologise right? Whenever you were late, hrs and hrs late to meet me, yes Its true that I may be irritated, but did you ever apologise, say that you were sorry for beign late and so on? Never... And I never say anything, i just let the matter rest and pass... But u still continued. Havent I been patient enough to you? The reason why I flared that time was that I felt you were taking me for granted, nvr treated me as a proper frens.

I know im might be in the wrong too, but somehow i still insist that u have wronged more than me ... u know... haiz i dunnoe wat to say, i dun wan any more quarrels..
I do not know of any frens who do not ask their frens qns and get answers.. If someone who do not ask you stuffs at all is considered as your fren, then sorry I can say Im not one. I believe in Fate, is im not fated to be ur fren, so be it.. theres nothing I can say... I can do...

无谓的争吵
真是余蠢

只想知道更多
反而
惹事生非

我累了
也该放手了

Something's wrong with my Blog.

Sasuke and Sakura's pic is gone. And my blog has complains that it hangs comps.. SO, if you think that your comp or lappy is unstable, best not view my blog.. =] hahahz

26 September 2009

Met up with Mandy at Tamp after her lessons hahaz, went to dine at the bbq chicken place and i surprised her with a belated [bday cake] =P hahaz she said she was touched! =P and i treated her to dinner. Hahaz went to pay in advance then in the end when we were leaving, said to her "我们吃霸王餐" she's so funny hahaz

But im glad that she's becoming more outspoken =P hahaz good job.. jiayou worz! Dun feel guilty la, i treated u as my good goood fren, so its is nothing =] ahahz Happy 21st! Belated =P

Frens Forever =]

HTML

The HTML for my blog is badly screwed.. even my blog postings wordings are screwed ... T_T Damnx.

SHOWS

MANDY told me Alfred dieddd omg... T_______________T whatever happpens to chang zai xin now!? T_T Its like so sad ok! Their relationship is one real lvoe story, just as she was about to forgive him, he died.. haizz omg.. ):

Visitors

Just checked on certain stuffs, recently there have been an influx of foreigners visiting my blog.. France, Quebec, Canada , China etc;.. Wow. -___- hmmz

HI THERE! WELCOME TO MY BLOG =]

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {9/23/2009 11:28:00 PM}
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Saturday, September 19, 2009

Priscilla 20th Bday Celebration
18 September - 19 September [ Friday, Saturday ]
Orchid Country Club,
Yishun Room No. 110

First and foremost, Happy 20th Bday to you Priscilla. Im doubting that she would even read this but Im still going to wish you. =] Thanks for the invitation. =]

I got woken up at around 1300 hrs plus due to the computer repair man who arrived at my house to collect the crashed Desktop. And, obviously the din. I woke up -___- Washed up and eat my lunch - 5 small pieces of duck meat which Dad specially put aside for me as I dont want the sauce. Hahaz. =D. Logged on to the net after that and surfing around and basically nothing to do but to load Facebook's Roller Coaster Kingdom. Was raining heavily when I woke up and then the rain stopped durign the time when im online... Chatted online for a while with YongChuang and my frens before going to shower. Then I know that YIshun area was raining heavily hahaz, Great the rain clouds flew from my area to his.. =X I left for Dhoby Ghaut soon after to meet ShiYing for a little more of present shopping and to collect the gift from her. Time Reached DG : 1800 hrs.

Walked around Dhoby Ghaut quite aimlessly, dosent know what to do, where to go and what to buy. In the end ended up at Precious Thots to purchase a tiny doggy keychain and wrapper. The salesgirl did a real good job of the wrapping! Oh, when writing the card, we were deciding how to spell her name! Priscilla? Pricscilla? Priscilia? Priscillia? HAHAZ... =.= Then i SMART! I asked yc to check her Facebook , how to spell her name =D Hahaz. While hovering around DG, Kat was SMS me telling me how late she would be and I on the other hand was SMSing YC telling him how late we will reach and Yes, Im caught right in the middle.

YC wanted to meet us at Yishun and proceed down together. By right, I was supposed to meet XiTing and him at Yishun at 1900hrs, and asked Kat to head down later as she would be vvvvery late. However, XiTing last minute was unable to make it T_T ... So in the end, Me YC and kat were to meet and head down together. Sigh. So from originally decided timing of 1900 becomes 2000 hrs, with me busy SMSing trying to come to a solution with both parties. As Kat will reach Yishun late, so I can only ask YC meet us later too right? =.= PS yc waste so much of ur time.. AND KAT U wasted my time T_T ....

Well, once at yishun and all are present FINALLY , we went to take shuttle bus. =X Me and Kat dosent know where to take from, lucky yc was there to bring us go.. =P On shuttle bus, they two are noisyyyy.... Cause yc asked how much was the present, I said I dunnoe, havent calculate.. then both began making noise lor. ESP KAT !!! =X Ask her let me say finish first , she sorta challenged me by continue to speak, cutting my words.. and finally i cover her mouth and finished talking .. =D YES! I SILENCED KAT =D ....

Finallly reached The COuntry Club! =D When I got off shuttle bus =.= I slipped and luckily I held onto the stone thingy at the stop there... yc saw and yea... laughed at me, and when kat knows, she too obviously... laughed.. -.- Then kept on suaning me to be careful dont slip and fell ..blablabla.. -___- Ok , then he asked for room number, then I showed the SMS, Room No.: TBC... At first i didnt even noe wat it was... untill...
....
..

he shout : TBC : TO BE CONFIRMED LA!... Oopx.. Hahaha shucks ... =/ And thus I learnt a new thing.. TBC = to be confirmed =.= So i called Pris so... room no. 110 ! So i told him first time.. Walk walk ..
He ask: What number arhx?
Me: 110 !
Walk Walk...
He asked AGAINNNN : What number?
ME : U got short term memory arhx? 110 ! haha =X .

.Cant blame la.. ppl old le =X And not Only I say he STM... Kat too ok! =] The country club is nice.. =] Looks like a Hotel! V grand looking =]

Whee! Reached 110! I pressed the bell, Kat trying too be funny and pressed alot times.. Then hide -.- Hmm Was slacking and had some food to eat inside room... Talked a while all that.. Then yc told us his laptop hang lol... sort of crashed... Cause while lappy was in shutting down mode, he go off main socket... SMART right.. then when restart, the program hang.. tsk tsk...And then that reminds me of why in the noon when msn, his conversations are suddenly flooding w various emoticons hahahaz So thats the reason. yeap. And Speaking of which, my desktop crashed too =.= zz

I think it was around 2100 hrs when everyone together with Pris and her frens headed down to the KTV lounge- Aranda Lounge ... ... And we saw couples dancing .. Hahaz Yeap... Prics and all of them sang, I did not cause, I shy =S lol, and dont want to sing... =X ... It was fun inside... Prics order Martell, from what I heard costs 147 bugs? Hmmx =X ...

Things that happen in KTV :

1] There was once when yongchuang was singing, and prics' fren joyce wanted to take a picture of us, then she said that yongchuang was singing, so i said: nvm, dont take him =X oopx.. then kat super funny... SHe used herself to block yongchuang! HAHHAAZ... Use windbreaker too! lolx =X Tsk tsk ... In the end, me kat yc and prics took pic tgt la =D TPTKD pals =]

2] yc sang a song by 郑伊健 titled: 一生爱你一个 ..Then Prics joked : WHo he singing for.. hahhaz... Must be either : Sing for bday girl la =D Or he could be practising to sing for his gf next time =]..

I guessed that its kinda sweet to sing for ur gf, Eugene sang to his Latest gf too, I somehow get to know it via my source .. Just brings back memories, of the times when we went to Cine KBox to find his fren and then spend time there listening to songs all that, 点歌 give me listen , bla bla.. Hahaz I guessed that gene sang alot to alto peole.. ._. .. hahaz, how nice... [ In fact while at KTV, I was thinking bout eugene =/ ... sighz ... he was one of the first who brought K in my life =X .. hmmz all right, i shant talk bout gene.. its already in the past.. Take care and love her lots kk Gene! ]

after a while kat was wondering who sang that song... I assumed that she asked quite loudly cause when she asked that question , yongchuang said in the mike WHILE SINGING HALFWAY : Zheng YiJian... I didnt know la! I thought he was just singing away and nvr pay attention to our qn.. in the end kat scolded me say he already said it.. -___- .... I got scammed =/

Anyways the song is nice! YEs, i found another Nice Song, Canton song too! First canton song which I like alot was 无赖by zheng zhong ji... it was nice! bingshun sent it to me de! =] Then now i have another song to like =] Strange thing was that he dosent know how to speak canton, only know how to sing -_____- .... Smart huh.. so next time if he really do converse in canton, it would in a sing song tone... Hes not cantonese too lor but being able to sing one whole song in canton is Pro la.. must be everyday 24/7 go listen LOL He speaks hokkien, I know how to too! =] If im not wrong, Eugene spoke Canton too as i rmb he once talk to his fren in canton, but i have no idea wat he said.. hahaz .. or perhaps gene jsut know those few canton words .. hmm But i am sure tt he knows how to speak Hokkien...

However, this canton song somehow sounds very FAMILIAR!!! Really, seems like I have heard it somewhere... Maybe some shows or either someone else ever played it..

[ti:一生爱你一个]
[ar:郑伊健]
[al:on stage]
[by:(爱歌词网)www.zhlrc.com]
<一生爱你一个>

专辑:on stage

喜欢你
我最清楚这感觉
从前你是你
从前我是我
现在纵使不清楚我最爱你什么

寻觅你
留住你
全凭宜觉
其实我真的相信爱情的直觉
从前寻遍这天边海角

不经意等到
心中爱情主角
爱你一个
像是浪漫爱歌
想你一生也爱我一个
想你心意属我
期望你跟我
长路也走过
wooh... wooh....

准我一生也爱你一个
准我相信直觉
请将一生的幸福也付托给我
常在你心里
爱着我

[ti:无赖]
[ar:郑中基]
[al:before after]
[t_time:(06:35)]

无赖(理直气壮版)
词曲:李峻一
编曲:ted lo
演唱:郑中基雷颂德邓建明雷有辉谷德昭李灿琚张达明

我间中饮醉酒很喜欢自由
常犯错爱说谎但总会内疚
遇过很多的损友学到贪新厌旧
亦欠过很多女人
怕结婚只会守三分钟诺言

曾话过要戒烟但讲了就算
梦与想丢低很远但对返工厌倦
自小不会打算
但是仍唯独你爱我这废人

出错你都肯去忍
然而谁亦早知不会合衬
偏偏你愿意等
为何还喜欢我我这种无赖

是话你蠢还是很伟大
在座每位都将我踩口碑有多坏
但你亦永远不见怪
何必跟我我这种无赖
没大半生还是很失败

但是你死都不变心跟我笑着捱
就算坏我也不忍心偷偷作怪
没有跟的野草飘忽的命途
谁像你当我宝什么也做到
旧爱手中一匹布在这刻写句号

只想跟你终老
在地球唯独你爱我这废人
就算我也不忍心
还喜欢我我这种无赖

但是你死都不变心跟我拼命捱
换转别个也忍心偏偏作怪

Haha nice right the lyrics? The song in canton nicer =] Majority of songs are considered love songs. All depicts of one's love, one's 思念 of another.. Some have a tune, a feeling of sadness, despair while other love songs are full of vibrance of happiness. Yet, to me, I prefered those sad ones, Its not that cause Im a sad person thats why I love sad songs, its just that the feeling get while listening to these sad songs, its quite purely undescribable. I dont like happy songs. HAHAZ
The sadded the songs the better, real good ones are those that makes you cry while listening to them or gives you the feeling of just wanted to be left alone, to think to enjoy a moment's of tranquility. And good ones are those which gives you a feeling which you are unable to describe well, except with a conclusion that : Its a sad song.

Not all sad songs are good. Some do not have the tune that allows that particular feeling to kick in. True that their songs have lyrics that are sad, but what I want is not SAD WORDINGS but the Feeling! I have quite alot lehz... SENS are good too. Thanks so much to Samuel for sending me the album. Somehow I guessed that he knows what kind of songs I like, and yeap... SAdded i have not contacted him for quite some time, perhaps I will meet up with him again some day =] Bingshun I guessed also understands what songs I like, as few of my fav are sent by him. Hahaz! I want moreeee!!!

Perhaps due to those fav songs, i just only merely listen to them when I wanted to listen to songs, and thats why my scope of songs are small =D And thus, I dun sing as dunnoe wat song to sing duh =X .. ahahazz Wonder who likes those songs I like too hmmx...

I suddenly wanted to go and sit by the beach very much... [ kk im beign too random here =X ]

[ti:有梦有朋友]
[ar:伍思凯]
[al:爱与愁]
有梦有朋友
演唱:伍思凯优客李林

夜将来临
心灵暗淡时光
那一盏灯
最早为你点亮
当黎明时分
回首长夜漫漫

那一颗星
坚持陪你一晚
在难免有风有雨人生长路上
因为你我会变得更坚强

梦想在左手
朋友是右手
未来才会变得有看头
软弱的时候
我不会低头

多么幸运和你一起走
明天的天空
因为有梦有朋友
心灵的翅膀才能飞得久

有梦有朋友
有汗有笑有泪滴

都会是一生温暖的回忆
有笑有泪滴
将是我们温暖的回忆

3] Prics bday cake came in.. Swensens Ice Cream cake.. Diao.. the 2 candles on the cake burnt for dunnoe how long.. and we were telling her : If dont blow, whole cake going to melt le lahz.. hahahz She was holding the cake and walking around taking pictures... Hmm Before that when cake came in, we sang a bday song according to the KTV song : happy bday to her.. got one part very cute! IT SAYS: How old are you now? How old are you now? HAHAHAZ.....TO many, to grow an age older, they might dread it , or jokingly dreaded it, as they are older... hhaha then the bday song had tt line... CUTE! =D

4] Joyce really loveeeeee taking photos.. =X

5] YONGCHUANG SANG 有梦有朋友 OMG ! Hahaz As there will be a list showing the songs that are in queue, I was just looking at the screen and then O_______O !

i got slightly over excited hahahzzz... I said: EH , number 6 你点的 ah?! Hahaz... Of COURSE.... I was already expecting him to reply Yes as Its the DRAMAAAA ENDING SONGGG!!!! HAHAHAH 热血青春 =D ... He sang it.. hahaz its quite nice! Lol, came as a surprise didnt expect he would go and sing tt song...

I did not sing, partly cause I dunnoe how to , and but I sang before ok hahahz i rmb first time was with my Secondary scl peeps =] Long time no see them already, weiling Mandy and co... when meet up? =/ Singing can be fun la hahaz but i dunnoe wat songs to sing LOL !

6] I think Prics really enjoyed herself as can tell that she is excited and very happy that we came. As when we first arrived, Joyce made a comment: thought there are 20 people or so? why now only got 几只小猫 hahah .. I thought that She was Pric's sis as shes having the role of "host " played so well.. =X oops

7] I didnt know that Prics had a twin brother and now I know. I didnt know Prics smoked and now i know.. =] Take care Prics!

8] Oh, and yc de Pig Paw really ... swollen... -_- and that is the swelling has subsided , means previsouly must be worse... =X ... Must be very pain lahz, I rmb tt tiem after surgery, hand also swollen, pain when touched.. =[ But now the swelling has long subsided...

hahahz despite that, i keep threatened to hit his hand =.= And of cos he threatened that my face will swollen... so i tried to trick prics to hit =X oopx.. but nvr... haiyo Take care of ur hand la if not can sell to pig trotter shop le! ... Speaking of which... We had a little argument over tt topic.. when we arrived to go take food, i was telling kat : can sell to pig trotter shop le.. then i dunoe who say: pig hand diff from leg.. Its the Same lor! =.= ... Then he continue say its 猪蹄。。 and i said its 元蹄 ! As tt time tv io watch got say,.,. =X ... IM RIGHT de ok ! =D

So in the end I learnt a few new things:

- TBC = To be COnfirmed -__-
- Prics has a twin brother
- I found a new song to my liking.. [ Its not easy to find songs that are to my liking ok?! Mant of my friends have sent me uncountable number of songs and yet the number of songs that are to my liking are only 1 or 2 or 3... FEW! Hahaaz, BUT those songs that are to my liking, they are reallly damn nice! =]
- Those people who knows how to tie a knot with Cherry's stems are 花花公子? This I cant confirm but that is what I know after Prics said it after yc did it.. So, hes a 花花公子? Must be have alot of gfs .. tsk tsk .. hmmm I wonder if gene knows too =X [ argz i shld stop talking bout gene hahaz. -.- ]

After the KTV, we went to play pool. Time: 1200 am at Orchid Snooker...

While on the way from the room which we returned for a while, kat went to the washroom and we were outside waiting, a security guard came to ask and ask yc wat he doin .. haha.. Got terrorist face worx! =X Then on the way to the place, prics and co board the elevator, all went inside alraedy and before I stepped in, I was already thinking that the alarm might ring as all about 14 ppl were in the lift already. And BINGO, once I step in It rang -___- .... Its just concidence lor... the others keep saying I fat tts y ring .. BLERGHX I WANT LOSE WEIGHT T___T boo..

Previous night, kat sent a challeng to yc to a game of pool hahaz... Then yeap.. yc won alot lor, kat only won 1 round which she claimed: I havent warmed up just now, now i have warmed up already so I won.. .... ANd.... MAO MAO! U lostttt after that... =X In the end i played a round w kat... =X hahaz i lost.. =X At first the black ball was mine, but i missed, didnt get it into the pocket... =/ was -____- .... lol ... hmmx... yc really played well... tt reminds me that daniel and darryl, shao hao , zaiyu and people all played well too... hhaha maybe someday, hold a PK game! Loser treat MEALS =DD oopz..

Went back to the room at 0130 hrs..

Strange that Im keeping track of time hahaz.. Maybe Im bored Maybe Its habit? I think i keep track of time quite often... Played daidi and bla bla... then the rest al slept and we sat outside of the room to continue to play... Gosh.. Daidi keep give those 2 SUANNNNN TILL CANNNOT SUAN -______- '

1] Say I cannot win..
2] Dun let me win
3] Say i nvr listen to rules, as theres this round which YC ended with 2 , i say cant end with 2 de mahz, then they told me tgt: Just now say already can end de, u nvr listen.. diaoz, if i know can end, i could have won previous rounds too ... Bleghx
4] Suan me Suan me =[ Stupid kat nvr side me...
5] DUE TO KAT"S influence... : 这里不是你的家， and yc said same thing too zzz Imagine this, 1 irritaing katherine is enuff, and now theres one more yongchuang... zzzz

Went to bathe half way, water super cold despite heater... zzz Was practically shiveringggg zzz and the rooms' Aircon was so friggin cold too, i m sfraid of cold T_T ... Jackets THOse with jackets HAND THEM OVER NOW! =X After bathing, joined the others for a talk, hahah chatted about girls signing on and the benefits all that, they were exact opposite of what Jerome last time told us at the TKD chalet hahhaz cause he say girls sign on is not good.. diaoz... Had quite a fun time playing cards and all that.. Learnt a new game, i at first wanted to play ChinaBen but then I cant really rmb the rules and all and kat dont either.. so .. =/ But prics taught us a new game..

- Each person had 5 cards which we reduced to 3 later..
- U are to get the lowest points at hand..
- E.g. If you had consecutive numbers such as : 5,6,7, u can throw them out and then either pick a new card or opt to pick the card the previous person threw out..
- Pairs also can be thrown..
- In the end if u think u had the lowest points, u say: CAll .. and in the end if u are the lowest, u win and e.g. If caller A has 6 and player B has 4, A loses...

Quite fun =] ... and when its close to day break, we wanted to play 5, 10, 15 de and Bluff... but in the end didnt due to time constraint...

=] At around 0600 am , yc went home to prepare for work hahaz and we all decided to go sleep.... prics' fren slept on floor =X oops.. hahaz

zzz had a terrible time sleeping.

- Air con is cold
- Shared sofa bed with kat
- She occupied 90% of the space... -__-
- The glare of the 0700 am sun light shone thru the room and im facing directly at the sun.. Haiz, Blame it on me beign tooo lazy to go and pull the curtains ... -.- So i had a very enlightening SLEEP... or no .. i barely slept.. I tried to close my eyes but cant, alot stuffs went thru my mind
- The pillow and place to sleep was really uncomfortable.. T__T
- When I thoguht I finally felt sleeepy and ready to have a good dream, someones' ALARM RANG... Goood ness... so im beign kept awake again.. while kat slept like a dead pigggg ... zzzz
- haiz haiz ... so didnt sleep at all..
- when i got up and washed up and it rained. It was nice seeing the rainy scenery... The rain against the golf course.. i guess if im with someone i love, it would be kinda romantic i think HAHAZ...

Watched a show : The Ruins on HBO , about a plant that lived on a pyramid , evolved and began to eat humans... =.= hmm.. Watched half way then booked out as its 1230 hrs already...

So Bye Bye Orchid Country Club.. =]

): .... TIme passes when You are enjoying urself... I really did, I think its because im cooped up at home for so longgg and then finally like im let out of the cage, hahaz then can mix with my frens all tt talk, joke have fun =] ... Stay home to recupurate sux =[

Went to take the Shuttle bus back to yishun. THen ......... After I got down from the Shuttle Bus, I slipped ! PRACTICALLY SLIPPED! Lucky my right hand was holding onto the door's handle.. if not i sure landed on the ground.... zzzz But however, i think I somehow hurt my right arm.. zzz Seeeee , GO COUNTRY CLUB, SLIPPED, RETURN FROM COUTNRY CLUB, SLIPPED AGAIN.. what luck... =/ But im lucky to have held onto the door =X ...

Walked around Northpoint with kat and tryign to grab a bite... THe Japanese Style Food COurt SUx ... zzzz Food is crap.. the teriyaki chicken cream pasta zzz -___- THen her fren sent me to Marine Parade and I Go home ~ =]

Home:

Cant sleep .. rested a while bathed, and applied the gel onto my hand and then decide to go hug my smurf and i felt sleeepy =X Hahaax Ok this reminds me when that time Trish say me : Wa, like baby liddat , hug smurf will sleep ! =X hahahahhazx LALALAL .. I should bring my smurf the next time i stay over at chalets ! hahahax =X shhh ... Then I fell asleep at 1700 hrs, and woke at 1800 hrs to bring my mum to the Food Fair as promised. Halfway my sis joined us.. =] So 2100 hrs reached home.. and Im awake still blogging ... So.... I only slept 1 hrs in 24 hrs .... zzz eyes hurting T_T sobz..

hahaz Hmm... I realllly reallly had lotsa fun on friday =DDD Hahaz, althoguht Xiting Jieyi Shiying Kecik all in the end cant make it, its still lotsa fun although in the beginning got slightly or quite pissed off due to the drag in timing to meet... And also, during some times, stuffs ran thru my mind, but im still HAPPPPY =DDD I HOPE AND i believed that ALL IS HAPPPPPY !!! =DDDDD hahaz ... And thats what frens are for, to be happy with u and share good memories! =D

*ps: although would be better without kat n yongchuang suaning me =X nah jk *

The Golf Course taken in the morning.. nice lehz, sadded cant get to see the sun rise =/ Golf= Rich Men's Sports... tsk tsk I heard from Prics that her parents had membership but to use the golf facilities, its like 100 + la .. Goodness

Looks Grand Dosent it.. Reminds me of Titanic the Ballroom area hahaz

Ta-Ta, our remnants of the night...this is the second table we sat at during the night.. YongChuang pushed the first table accidentally and martell in the plastic cup splashed and my jacket got martell on it -________- U OWE ME ONE NEW JACKET =DD =X hahaz jk

BB Orchid Country CLub =]

Blog Is Screwed...

Blardy Hell.... My Blog is Horribly Screwed. 1] My previous posts haave gone haywired... THe font has Problems.. And NOWWW

MY SASUKE IS GONE! -______________- What's left of my blog [ to me ] , is just the Baby Milo at top right side... then NOTHIGN ELse... BOrder lines also GONE in a PUFF ... WTH....
But to others, It appears as the Account Inactive pop up window Fits on the Left of the column of my blog... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

T_T

3 Conclusions : Either, I manage to Solve the Problem, ANyone's good at HTML? Perhaps I shalll seek help from Samuel, maybe he can ...
Secondly, Fit parts by parts into another blog... zzzzzzzzz DARNIT..
Thirdly, I shall leave it as it is, But first I need to confirm hows the blog appearing as in others' lappys!

SIgh, i think the main reason was that the link got broken after the designer : winterkisses failed to log in to her photobucket account and my blog got screwed in the end.... T___________T Only 1 baby milo left as my picture... RAWRRRRRR

I love my blog loads and Im going to be real careful with the html... Save My Blog! =/

Songs

Was clearing up the dusty sound track list in my phone, thinking of songs to delete and upload inside, then I realised quite a handful of the Jap songs inside my phone is erm wellz hehx, not to my liking. DELETE ~ THen Im surprised that I found some that are nice! YEAH =D Of Course, I also rearranged my Fav Songs again.. =] Those that Bingshun sent me before, Samuel sent before and some others... =P

I , Like , Sad , Love Songs.. =] =D

Who have, or any to intro? =DD

Buddies!

Tania just sms me this morning whilst Im still in OrchidCC. She said that Aqilah has finished her EXAMS YESSS! TIme to meeeet up peopleee WHEEEE =DDD hahahahz

I aint Dumb, I wont give a Damn.

Friends we may be, But I am not dumb. Take me for granted and if its pass my patience, I dont know what I might say. Faults may lie in both parties... But Do not think that Just because I am giving in, You can be demanding and took me for granted and climbed over my head. Please. I have seen enough various kind of people.

Dont think that you are so indispensable. You have taken enough advantage of me and those friends around me.
Treat others with Respect Please.
Dont think that you are more superior than others please. If you are asking for a favour to be done, Dont forget you are the one asking that , DONT EXPECT TO THROW ME A FREAKING ATTITUDE AND TONE and expect me to do the favour for u..

T_T

I haven sleeep yet.... quarrel with a fren... zzz And I dont believe its my fault...

20092009

And so its said, its a special moment of the year 2009. Once in a lifetime, true. So dows 20082008 20102010 And so on. But the significance of it was that to be able to spend the lucky day with someone whom you loved is great. Ah so well. I spend the whole day sleeping untill I woke up at 1600 hrs ++ to wash up and the SMS from Mandy came in.. =] And I forwarded it..

I did not sleep well again last night after I logged off my comp and shut it down properly unlike some smart people =X haha no offence... Sigh, the fact that I quarreled with a good friends kinda hit on me quite bad ... I hate quarreling with frens, But sometimes when I have forgiven so much, being patient to such extend, giving in so much and when they failed to understand and change and assumed its Just RIGHT for me to do that way, just get the hang out of me. I hate the feeling that after so long, then I was wondering if Im just someone which they can squeze out advantages from. Im not 小气， Im not 心胸狭载 SHucks, I dunnoe which chinese words to choose from out of the list of words.. Its just that when I got angry or pissed off, its when they pushed my limits over..

And when I did talked back, I know the ending results would be:

- Other party got angry too
- Cold Wars
- Im stubborn and I would not apologise as I know Im not in the wrong
- They did not apologise, and the friendship is on titters.
- Sayonara.

Is it my fault to always tolerate, to keep things underwrapped, to forget and forgive, to give in easily to other's errs, to continue goign the extra mile for them, to keep my feeligns underwrapped ....
Untill the Breakign point, that I let all out.
Its the same for my feelings too.. I have always keep my upsets my unhappiness underwrapped, never cry, never rant, except sometimes talking to a frens bout it, just get on with life, untill i really cant hold on any longer , and i broke down..

And I hated the fact when I did, all those overwhelming feelings hit me hard.. In layman terms, its like ,Im just like a bottle . Those unhappiness stuffs, upset stuffs, I never spoke up to the others, just keep it underwrapped, trapped hidden inside of me, inside the "bottle" .. And when I finally cant hold on much and then another case came upon me, Its just like the bottle has fully utilised its capacity and another case adds on, the bottle just goes BOOM. And all those contents spilt out.. Im just like that case... Same for my unhappiness, same for my anger. Bad ? Good? I do not know.. I rmb my family used to say the same things about me,

- Got things dont want to say, keep it inside...
And i guessed, that was why people termed me as Quiet... Please infer the Quiet in another way, not the opposite of Noisy. But instead, Quiet as in I do not voice out my opinions de Quiet. Im a noisy person, I shout i laugh I screamed I played Jokes on people I go Crazy [ Yes alot ppl said that of me ] and I can be a Terror... But when It comes to Feelings matters, Im just as if a Wild Beast has been Tamed.
Im certain, people around me have seen me how uncommunicative how an responsive I am when Im really feeling down .. Its total extreme sides of How Loud and Noisy and Crazy I am... Haiz and do they Understand why? I doubt So.

I just want to be Happy and that Why I totally let go when Im having Fun, and thats why I appeared to be crazy as others claimed...
People just do not understand me. Somehow I really wished for someone to really understand me , know how I feel, know me better.

.. and as for that fren, I dont know what to do.

船到桥头自然直 ...

I will Not Cry.
Crying is weak.
And I want to Get Stronger.
I will Not Cry.
And If I do, Who can Lend A Shoulder?
Would You Be There?

SONGS

一颗心交给谁
词:陈道明
曲:伍思凯
唱:伍思凯

我的一颗心交给谁?
交出去会不会后悔?
爱情的边缘一次又一次徘徊
我的一颗心交给谁?
交出去能不能收回?

付出了感情只怕换来是伤悲.
过去我为爱流过泪,
现在已锁上我心扉,
孤单和寂寞习惯陪我心沉睡.
是否该抛开是与非,
再爱一次也无所谓,

自从遇见你仿佛已经忘了我是谁.
我的心应该交给谁?
交给你会不会心碎?
迷惑的眼睛...

^ The above lyrics is nice but I dont like the song hahaz

[ti:舞月光]
[ar:伍思凯]
[al:分享]
[by:王树方]
舞月光

爱情是一条
漫漫寂寞路
恋人个个
感到无辜

孤独的灵魂
习惯了独舞
踩不出和谐
双人舞步

你想要逃时
他开始追逐
他孤注一掷
你开始怕输
用情越刻骨
越像在迷途

爱神不轻易
赐给人幸福
爱情是一座
荒芜的花圃
恋人个个
掩面而哭

相遇的人啊
若只是过路
别吝啬打个
美丽招呼

相爱的人啊
若愿意共度
丢一颗种子入尘土

荒野之上
红艳奔放
不看沧桑
只问痴狂

天在天上
人在人旁
忙去夕阳舞月光

The song, is quite old already hahaz. Who cares. Hmm, look at the lyrics! Sounds like a poem lor

[ti:说好了]
[ar:陈玮儒]
[al:热血青春]
歌名:说好了
歌手:陈玮儒
专辑:热血青春

music~
说好了一起走到最后
说好了会永远不放手
若真爱像流星坠落
爱有什么理由

我不懂浪漫只是迁就
我才是最忠实的听众
你的笑还锁在在胸口
我没了你只能返回寂寞

回忆里的画面像泡沫
你的泪却躲过我的手
我一直相信你会舍不得
舍不得我伤心难过

如果只有我爱的深刻
给我一个止痛的理由
怎么走到最后
走到最后

成了奢求要多努力才能让你快乐

I dont quite like this song. Its the Drama's song =]

[ti:那个季节]
[ar:陈玮儒]
[al:热血青春]
歌名:那个季节
歌手:陈玮儒
专辑:热血青春

想隔绝那些眷恋

想qy灭这些疲惫

想回到那个夏天
好多笑脸
我决定暂停想念
我们早已渐行渐远

未来的世界
我们都得各自面对
我伤了谁爱了谁
那个疯狂的季节

我们都会更勇敢些
对于爱永不弃权
我伤着谁爱着谁

那个孤单的季节
我们其实都没改变
即使傻却又认真的成全
距离我们说的理想

还有多远
至于我们的天堂
谁来捍卫

Another Song from the Drama hahaz, kinda nice... But SAdded the ONLY MOST WANTED SONG from the drama I cant find ! T_________T No title , dont know singer at all =[ Sighz

命硬(粤)
作曲:侧田(on your mark)
作词:黄伟文
编曲:ted lo
监制:雷颂德
演唱:侧田

侧田-命硬(粤)

他反对就反对
亦都跟你爱下去
犹如在大战炮火里
毫无惧色冲过去
谁狂怒谁拦路

谁话我共谁不登对
无能力与霸权比赛
还是可比他多老几岁

二百年后在一起
应该不怕旁人不服气
团圆或者晚了廿个十年

仍然未舍弃
换个时代在一起
等荆棘满途全枯死

这盼望很悠长
亦决心等到尾
等得起
先殉了情不对
未反击过已后退

宁凭着耐性与骨气
维持自尊撑过去
谁强韧谁长寿
谁便算胜利击不碎
仍然共你企在这里

捱着等身边指控死去
谁人又可控诉廿个十年
撑到尾
就算贫病或失忆
都争口气从旁保护你

顽强地等再过廿个十年
等整个世界换风气
历劫还是在一起
这种坚决无人可比

看战事多悠长
亦决心打到尾
心不死

JitHao intro de hahaz Not bad lehz Singer I nvr heard before lolz =X

[ti:失落非主流]
[ar:周杰伦]
[al:魔杰座]

失落非主流-周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了

一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

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Look at the GUMMY BEARS! hahahahahha Cool lehx.. I heard the saying before : I love gummy bears cause they dont fight back when I chew their heads off... and nowwwwww........ ITS THE REVENGE OF THE GUMMY BEARS ! HAHAHZ Chew their heads [ THE GIANT ONE ] If you can! .. .lol.. THe gummy bears cool, can chew and use to whack people too LOL then imagine their faces havwe the Gumym bears Marking =X

There, The reason for my 3 eyed SMileys... =D

The zoo, i went to the zoooo as said in previous postings ,, in 10 yrs plus since my last visit =] Cute animals ^^

OH - NOOOOOOOOO ... oopx.. hahahz cute? My art piece.. was taken during the meeting of Tania and Shermaine at Laselle and dined at the 15 mins Cafe there.. =] I didnt waste food duh, all shld know that I DONT WASTE food, well the katchup was eaten la the mustard was taken for Tania .

TATA .. The drama I got excited over previously =] The song 有梦有朋友 is its ending song =] They are cool people! Their sense of loyalty and teamwork is strong la... Nice. =D Hahaz Makes me all the more wanted a Martial Arts Black Belt for a BF =P Or SAF de also goood =D keke

Soccer : Manchester United Vs Manchester City

Blarghz, I wonder what's the difference between the two despite the fact that its different soccer players duh. Watched it live on TV... In fact my bro was watching it, so I jsut happen to watch. It was a great match of final score 4-3. ... It was hilarious ok the match. First MANU scored, then shortly after Man City [ Reason: The Goalkeeper ran out to catch the ball but in the end, opponent scored LOL. ] THen MANU scored, and shortly after MANCity... Then MAnU scored again and then I thought to myself , Ok Man CIty your turn to score and INDEED they scored LOLZ =X Oopx.. And close to Full TIme, MAnU scored and no more time for Man City to score anymore hahahahhaz... Close fight, good fight. Somehow I got reminded of The nationals, Hafiq's spaarring with his opponent whereby when his opp was leading by 3 - 4 points, Hafiq fought to chase back those lost points... hahahz

Im no fan not any big major fan of soccer... Its just that due to influence of 2 once-strangers who were close to me, and then due to my brother and dad, hahaz , i got introduced to Soccer. I only know certain soccer player's names and the various names of soccer teams, but who in which team i dont know. Hahaz. Call me a noob =] And yes, for Manchester United, I quite like the Logo as it has a little Devil in it... cute LOLZ =X ... Perhaps I shall just support Man U cause I like the Logo but I know nutz bout them LOL ... OK WHO is a BIG MAJOR HARDCORE FAN OF MANU? Teach me stuffs... Jk. I might be just too plain lazy to learn =D

Work

Soon I might start work I guess, If im fit enuff to work, if I pass interview, But I think I will be struggling with work... As my right hand is very weak now... even when playing pool, hitting the cue , feels somehow different from the usual way I played.. =[ See how..

I neeed $$$$$$$$$$$$, Difficult to get a FRIGGING rich BF so I gottta work...
Speaking of which ,a fren once said rich guys no good.. where got not good sia? Hahaz Can get whatever I want, buy whatever I want, Eat good foood hahahz... Seee so goood right?! boo..

LONG POST

Long posting huh, no I did not blog all at a go. It was bits and pieces joined after paragraphs and after paragraphs... If I typed all this at once, GOODNESS, I might go mad and I will become @_________________@ hahahahhaz ....

23 September 2009

Sub Comm Dry Run

Woke up early to go for Sports Club Sub Comm CAmp zzz... Just as I was able to sleep better since Friday which I didnt sleep well, -__- [ 1 hrs of sleep from 18/09 to 19/09 then the 20th- 22nd all didnt sleep well... zzz Diaoz.. And I was able to get a good sleep last night when I had to interrupt my own sweeet dreamz with the 0800hrs alarm !! T_________________T ... Sianz.. Hmm been quite sometime since I last woke up so early, always waking up at 1600hrs ++ hahahz ..

Was raining in the morning. I dont take umbrella, but I thought of wanting to buy a cap haha to use during rainy days. Nah. I think I shant. I shall just continue to walk in the rain as I have always loved to =DDD hahahaz... Throw on my jacket and went out. Speaking of which, I still havent wash my jacket LOLZ =X I guessed the Martell smell has evaporated hmmz... I dunnoe .. Somedays I might wash and my other windbreakers too =X ROtting there... and GABRIEL CHAN'S Jacket is still with me.. LOL Ive been in possesion of it for 1 year alraedy.... EH NOOB, WHEN U WAN CLAIM BACK UR JACKET! COLLECTING ALOT DUST LE LA...

Reached school for dry run. Things somehow got dragged/ delayed for an hrs, as expected. Been quite sometime since last went for meeting due to hand surgery. Had lunch at opposite school. The NOOOODLES 1111110%%%%%%%%% CMI !!! GOOODNESS SAKEEE... zzzzzzzzz First bite, I already told Al : The Noodles SUx! But still finished it up as I was very hungry and was going to get gastric if I still dont take in any food =[ And 2ndly, dosent want to waste any food.. =] Went back to scl after that... Chatted abit with the Aikido and Judo helpers... Hmmz, and had a little discussion with Al about the IG day stuffs.

Soon afterwards, we went to play the games which were to be played during camp.. Didnt played some. After that all headed down to the Reflexology Walk at the Fountain behind Mensa. I walked too. Hahaz, the stones are gooooood.... The feeling numbness and greatness HAHAHAZ... Pain not much ... But the others were all screaming =X Oopz.. After everything that ended at around 1700 hrs, went to find Hafiq to learn pattern.

Pattern

TY Hafiq for teaching me pattern! =DDD Previously I have watched abit from youtube about Sa Jang, the first few moves I know, but consequently, I dont understand any at all.. And when Hafiq was teaching me, I was erm well CONFUSED T________T ... Oh, as I ended at 1700 hrs, So I went to fidn the team, only freshmen present and Im the only Junior Year there in other words their senior la.. Firstly, before Hafiq arrived, I pulled Abigail to go buy food with me.. BisPark was closed, Head down to Cheers.. Nothing to eat zzz and then went back to hall, saw hafiq , pulled him to Mensa .. I said : go with me ot design scl,.. in the end I blur la, want Mensa say till design scl. -_________-.... Nth there too.. OMG.. T_T I thought of not eating already... but gastric was kicking in T_T ... dam. In the end msged people see who coming to school for training, buy some food for me, some buns or anything...

Lucky darryl bought for me ! TY DONALD DUCKK !! He bought me 2 hotdog buns, 1 supposed to be for Hafiq.. but he say dun wan... hahahahz So befor he arrrived, Hafiq taught me pattern. As previously walked on the stones thigny, and trained on the gallery with the concreated stony ground, my feet hurt ): .... Then continued to train when Hafiq went to run... After A while, I do not know why, felt slight pain in my right knee.. -___- First thoguht that came to my mind was : Wth... dun tell me another injury... Then I stopped practising.. Hahaz, I dont want to get more injuries after feeling the pain.. THe previous time i injrued my left ankle was when I continue to run even after the pain was there... jhahahaz.. SO I rested and assumed the reason was due to not enuff warm ups and then quite long time no train, then shldnt strain myself.. =] Im trying to LEARN TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AHHAHAHAHZ ... =X

But then when I got up, i felt a sharp pain in my knee.. T_____T ... Then i stopped practising already,, and sat down to rest and went over to the freashies who cant train... and watch the others sparr... After a while went off... I tink i will rest for today and then practise some tml... hahahz

Im losing appetite ! Thats good, i can lose weight hahahz

Kat

I saw Kat there too. I didnt speak to her. I dont know what to talk to her about, and I dont want to go down to the hall area. I guess that Im still angry with her ? I dunnoe. I just have nothing to say. That is me.. Once I get angry, I dont get pacified so easily.. And kat, just to say her , and I know u might be reading this so, yea.. I have received ur Apology SmS. I was grateful for that, but I dont know, I just get the feeling that you still do not know where you are wrong. Perhaps Im the one in the wrong.. BLame me then. But Haiz.. you claimed that you will be more patient to me.. It jsut seems that in the end Im the one at fault that Im irritable, persistent person that pestered u so much that u need to be patient with me.. And in the end, you were actaully the one who was not happy and used me to vent, did you even noe that...

Enuff said. Just give me some time to get over this. If I were in the wrong. Apologies. Yet I still hoped you understand where you were wrong too...

Working

Im left with like well today, now is Tuesday... So im left with WEdnesday, Thurday for freedom untill friday ..T_T ... hahahahhaz

Condition: EMPLOYED . YESSSSSS !
ARIGATO TANIA AND SHERMAINE! =D

Yet, Im worried for my hand... I hoped my left is able to do most of the work and I shall slightly and slowly train back the strength in my right hand. =] Yeap.

No more time to watch shows lor =[ hahahahz Nvm.. TIme is I determine de... =DDD

Frenssss

SHE'D FINISHED HER EXAMSS!!! YEAHHHH Meeeet Up ! hahahz
Teresa also long time no meet her already... Gonna meet up soon once she is free from her assignments and exams and FYP.
And our KBOX bet.. T_T lost the bet and Im supposed to sing a song Full soong -____- ... sianded ...

POLITE OR IVP ?!?!?!

Im still in a dilemma. Fight Polite? I know Im gonna and want to fight IVP. But POLITE.. T_T

I still havent buy my GUARDS !!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAZ

Any kind souls to comsult me? Psycho me ? =/ hahahahz

唐心风暴

After I reached home, SAw the tv was on, with the 2100 hrs show on it.. Hahaz watched a bit and then saw this part of Alfred bloggign again.. He wrote this :

"没有常在心的第843天"

好痴情的人 hor? It is like 2 yrs plus and he still never forget about his gf.. I guessed for other guys in real world, they would probably get a new gf immeediately or even at least few months time and not waited 2 yrs plus ...

花花公子 hahahz, tts with modern guys...

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TILL THEN HANG IN THEREEEEE LILLLLLLLLL KIDSSSSSSSS

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I simply love it when it rains. I can smell the rain before they pours and I love the smell when they comes. I love the sound they make and I love the feeling they caused. I love to walk in the rain and feel the chill and all. I love the overcast skies and the red ones at night when its gonna rain. I love the feeling of anticipating the rain before they comes, the feeling that everything stand stills and awaiting for that special moment when all breaks lose... I love the flashes of lightning as they momentarily lit up the whole sky especially at night... The thunder which I used to fear, Im beginning to like it thou not as much... But trying not to be afraid of it...

I'd want to dance play walk in the rain, holding your hands ~ =]
Keep me safe and hold me tight to you ~
Safe Keep our memories as long as rain will hit the earth
Lets play like theres no tml
Lets Love as the way we love ~

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someday somewhere somehow someone some people i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars.... forgeting every other thing.... feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us... ...how i wished that will happen... but some day somehow some one some where it shall happen.... a promise i made to myself... =]
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sometimes some day somehow someone some peoplei want to sit by the beach look out into the seas... at the dark horizon where e night sky with its bring twinkling stars gently touches the calm wide deep beautiful seas....feelign the night breeze gently blowing against my face calming down ... and enjoying the peace the tranquility of everything, forgeting everything else... enjoying each others companionsip ... and enjopying the silent silence that ligners in the night sky arnd us.... beautiful isnt it? i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars....forgeting every other thing....feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us......
I wiSh I WisH ....
i hOPe i HoPe.....
i DReAm...
I PrAY....
FoR MoRe tImE....
FOr fUn ...
FoR etErNiTY......
FoR PAraDiSe.....
FoR hApPiNeSS.......
for BlEsSInGs....
fOR peaCe....
FoR SeNsE Of SeCuRiTy ....
L0v3's j(_)5+ @ Dr3@m ~love someone means for him/her to be happy n understand them =]it dosent mean that possesion is love n frenship does exist =]oNcE aN oDaCiAn, AlWAyS An odAciAN......=D
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SiGnINg OFF
-28 InFiNItY dIvIsIOn caPtAiN
LeGeNDaRy DrEAmz
CriMsoN aSSasIn
crImSOn BlOod
KInK
" To bE ablE To LiVe In FaNtAsIeS Is AlL i wAnWhEre aLl ThE cHaLLENgEs AnD aDvaNtuReS ArE POsEd FoR Us To cOnQuEeR.YeT DrEAmZ ArE JuST A ReFlEcTIoN of ThE nEvEr-To-bE-TrUeS.sO dOeS LovEWhEre eMpTY PrOmIseS fIlLeD THe seAs.i sHaLl PrAy fOR The dAy wHeN mY DReAmZ AnD FAnTaSieS ComE TrUe.....
quant l'aura loussa s'aamorzis el fuelba chai de sul verjan e l' auzelbchajan lor latis
encantada de conocerte ~ and buenas noches ,cuidate =D

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {9/19/2009 11:05:00 PM}
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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Competition

2 Competition awaits me.
1] POL - ITE
2] Intervarsity Polytechnic Games [ IVP in short ]

And Im in a dilemma. I wanted very much to take part in the competition, and first decision was to fight for IVP and not POLITE. But on second thoughts, Im so tempted by the POLITE. =/ This is a case of 心有余而力不足. Hahaz. POLITE, it appears that it is taking place around November/ Late October as Kian Lam said... Then it means time for recuperation will be decreased. Also the fact that I wont be going back training so soon, also puts me in disadvantage position.

So, in the end, I guess I'll prolly just go for IVP. Hahaz. It will give me more time to train too. =P As for fighters, GANBATTE in training!!

GUMMMY BEARS

http://www.vat19.com/dvds/worlds-largest-gummy-bear.cfm

Go watch the above link! Hahaz, not any spams or virus or porn webby. Its the world's largest gummy bear! =DDDD hahahahz So coool horr..! Wei ling showed this to me while commenting on my facebook status about me going to remove stitches tml. Then I asked for something to chew upon while removing, then she suggest the gummy bears.
=P
Wei Ling commented this : LAter indisgetion.. Then I replied: GOOD! Then go xray, then can see TATA - GUMMMY BEAR IN MY TUMMMY HAHAHAHAHZ

I guess its the best gifts for small children to eat as they wont choke on it! HAHAHAz =DDD SOOOO COOOL ! I WANT 1 LARGEST GUMMY BEAR IN THE WOWRLD!

Wheeee~

14 SEPT 2009
Monday
Weather: Fine
Removal Of Stitches

Woke up at 0900 hrs and then bro dropped us off at TTSH while bro and dad continued their Journey to settle the house stuffs. Went to see the doc. Then went for removal of stitches. Was quite all right except that when removing certain threads or nylons, it stings =[ , and im afraid that the wounds might bleed =/ ... Whew... FInally ITS OVER! Was sooo fianlly glad.. Dr Tan said that I dont have to go back anymore , that means IM OFFICIALLY DISCHARGED FROM TTSH! But my case will remain open. I hope there will not be any complications in my wrist ! Please, my right hand now costs a bomb. More exp than everything that I own! Its approximately 8K or so .. Im no kidding. Thats how exp it is. Im gonna Whack and attack anyone like a crazy person should they hit my hand... =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

BEWARE! HAHAZ

Then went to Novena Square to eat lunch. Actually can call it break fast... as its only around 1100 or 1200 hrs .? =] Mum ate her favourite 水饺面.. =] And I had the 鱼片米粉 ... As I told mum, I no need to return for appointments already, so it would be the last time eating hahahz =X Of course, we dun wan travel to Novena just to eat la.. Cab fare 7 bugs... To and Fro 14bugs... OMG T_T

After reaching home, wash up and I went to faint. Didnt sleep at all la! I mean I maybe did sleep, but is either level 1 or 2 of sleep. zzz I was tossing around and crap, I was having flu [ sniff and sniff ] and then had a SORE THROAT! =/ ANd the mozzzies keeep sucking my bloood =/ It was a horrible time trying to sleeep... =[ In the end I woke up for some water... GOodness, when swallowing that time, its super painful =/ T__________T ... its as if sand paper rubbign against the skin.. =/ Sobz... Haiz.. and so I fainted till about 1630 hrs when got some strangers began knocking and knocking on my neighbour's doors =.= WHAM WHAM BANG BANG =.= KAI MEN KAI MEN -_________ - Diaoz.. SO i got free alarm =]

Now, my scars are horribly ugly, I have to apply the Centallase gel to make the scars nicer and to aid in skin regeneration. Ugly Ugly... =/ But Im finally glad that a 2 year ordeal has finally submitted its THE END. I should reallllllllly realllllllly not to be so reckless, so careless all that... I reallly need to take care of myself and thoguht of this : SAFETY FIRST!!!!!!!!!!

Thank You Dr Tan. =] And yeap =]

Priscilla's Bday

18 September 2009, Priscilla's 20th bday celebration... At Orchid Country Club ..
Any TKD people Going =P I know kat and me is going and kecik is still asking her parents to let her stay over... Hahhaz I think I will sstay over too... Cause by the time reach there and if wanna go back home, then will be v late already mahz so might as well stay there =] Nth much to update. Just need to settle presents and stuffs with kat and how to go all that.
=]

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {9/13/2009 11:23:00 PM}
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你有过这种感觉吗？

那种恐惧，那种怪异，那种不自在的

。。。

迷失自己的感觉？

我告诉你，那种感觉真的很恐怖，让人感到害怕。。。

I have been pondering over the similar question since months ago and I realised that 我已迷失自己很久了。。 I used to think that let nature take its course and all would be fine, but I dont know when I have strayed from there.

迷失自己的感觉不好受，很累很披倦，感觉不到快乐，为了与世挣夺；而逼自己，

勉强自己真的好累，让我失去自我，结果。。。我输了。。。

我不喜欢这种感受。。。。

我没想过我其实错了，早就错了

我想做回自己，但那个才是真真的我

作一个人人想要我做的人，让人利用，认听他人的指式作人

或

作一个不顾他人，只有在乎自己的我，让人认为我目中无人，自私自利的我

或

作回我已前那个 [ 船到桥头自然直] 的我

我不知道，真的不知道，一切都是那么的烦。。。。

我现在只想要多一点时间，

找出真正的我，

为我目标前进。。。

Cant be bothered
Cant be bothered
...
...

Time To Change...
=]

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {9/13/2009 12:46:00 AM}
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Wednesday, September 02, 2009

2 Sept 2009 Wednesday
Right Radius Distol/ Wrist Operation

Went to TTSH Day Surgery Centre at 0930hrs, after settling admin stuffs, got admitted at around 1045 hrs. Then Got knocked off by anaes . General Anaes.

After a while woke up lor, was in a great great daze, was giddy and i think i asked the nurses wat time is iit now and i heard 1200 pm, but not sure, then bout hrs later then i realised tt maybe i did asked for e time.... Was a blurrry memory... All i felt was pain in right hand....
Was typing all this singlehanded w left hand.

This time was better than e previous / last yr's one... The pain was lesser and i did not suffer Anaes side effects of puking...
last yr , e pain was whole arm down as elbow got operated too.. yeap..

At 1500 hrs, went home w parents, then rest a while n go orh orh... =[ gt no strength in right hand lor, cant even pick up my smurf =/

Saw Tania's sms for good luck in morning and noon, kat's sms askin me how was it... Ty gals n those who wished me well =]

Slept n dreamt, bout i entered Sugar loaf and found ppl sitting there w no food at counters -.- and then theres this buffet of hotdogs [ my fav ] and chicken wings n liotsa yummmy fooood ...
haha my dreams are tauntin me esp when now i cant eat much stuffs =X

Sigh, hand still pain...
cant felt sharp pains n numbness n felt the whole area as being heavy n pain =[
Phase 1 is over,
Next is unstich and therapy =X
Ty for e nurses who were so caring =]

Go Go me, =x

03 Sept Thursday

Still hurting lik mad .. In fact the pains were worst ... =[ Had to take painkillers thou not helping much but at least reduce pains =/

04 Sept Friday

Woke up and realised that the pains have subsided alot, which was a great relief, but now n then still feel stinging n throbbing pains

05 Sept Saturday

Went to Marine Parade de Polyclinic to change dressing at 1030 hrs. Comment: The polyclinic SUCKS BIGTIME -__________-

Removal of bandage was traumatizing for me T____T simply i dun trust the nurse who did it .. =/ saw the stitches, =[ Ugly and Painful and the side got slliced too and saw bleeding =/ T_____T Then bandage back lo

My hand is machiam zombie de hand, blue blacks arnd the whole area and swellings and painful.... I needa cause backflow of blood to reduce swelling.,,

Main conCERN IS THE SCARS I gonnnnnnnna sooooooo make it nice nice nice =[
But i scared when they unstitch, gonnna hurttt

Ask permisssion frm dad , yeah can go support nationals !!!! Whew, lucky tt today change dressing too, if not the old dressing, i think dun wan go le lor =D

JY NATIONAL FIGHTERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BRING BACK THE GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDSSSSSSSSS

HAHAHA HOW MANY LETTERS IN GOLD= HOW MANY GOLDS TO BRING BACK !!! =DDDDD

Sat's night went to zoo with family and Jennifer =] She got the discount 2 adults half price and the teachers day promotion whereby bro n sis no need to pay... =]
Then after tt went to Night Safari.. Hhaa mummy was super excited bout the animals =D Saw alot monkeys and elephants =] Wheeee Long time no go le.. .Nice Experience =D

06 Sept 2009

WEnt to support nationals
Well done people.. Nigel and YongChuang got gold =] alot silvers =DD .....
Hafiq fought v well... When his opponent was lik 3-4 points ahead of him, he persist on and then chase back the points.. .And durign the final match, he lost but he did great.. His leg injured still continuedto fight! =DDDD WE all were cheering for him alot hahahz =DD Well done FiqHa!
Yong chuang's first match, it appears that the opponent threw in the towel when 8-0 lolx
Nigel was the last bout ... he did well, managed to get double turning which he thought himself cant =DD welll done ^^
DArren Tan came down to support too! Live in sengkang so near lolx.. Ty for coming down =DDD

7 Sept 2009

WEnt for doc appt.. .Change of dressing/... Shucks got a shock when doc told me that she nvr gave instructions to nurse to ask me to change dressing la... We were like -________ - What the... =/ but also good change dressing, if not saT night cant go zoo and i cant go support nationals =]
Next mon will need to go take out stiches...
The wounds are very sensitive now.. so i have de-sensitise it =[ So not that pain =] hahahz

10 Sept 2009

When to school to return lib book and pay grading fees.. and to return donald ducks' hardisk..

Logged in comp during the noon then I know that results released le lolx =X How I know de leh? Well, from TP students' status la... THey go spam in their status of how their results are and how Freakingly Jammed the Server is .... =.= Diaoz... Me too cant log in during the noon and then went to scl, pass the fees and stuffs then return home le, cant train, then logged in again,... But still cant..

In the end I gave up now.. -_____- Dun wan noe results le... I guess I will prolly check during 3 am in the morning and scream to the morning skies and wake up the whole neighbourhood and then I'll see if anyone threw pans and pots or water out or even eggs! Hahaz, drama scenes sipped into my minds right now.. Oopx.. PErhaps I can be a director =DD WAHAHAHAHZ ... Hmm

Argh oh well...

Saw Paul today, Thanks for asking and asking me to take care of my hand =]
Competition

2 Competitions coming up. Somehow it excites me.. =X POLITE and IVP. Polite, im unable to take part only the others can.. hahaahz, Then I shall LOok Forward to the IVP! Then no matter what I have to pass my grading!!!! Then i can take part..

First competition .. =P ... My adrenalin is tickling =P keke... Although I know that I sucks right now, not as skilled as my other batch mates, the idea of taking part in a real competition really sets me excited. =X [ Reminds me of the Female Character Na Mi in the Drama FIghting Spirit ] Cant blame me worz, cause reallly, its my Dream =P keke .. Dun laugh at my silly dream ... =]
I shall train hard hard hard and alot when Im fit to train...
Recovery
Somehow I got a very strong feeling that My wrist this time will enjoy a faster recovery then last year's. Firstly is because the bone is fixed and Secondly, I can already start bendign my wrist which Last year can only do so after months from the operation. =] Whew... I gotta take goood care of my stiches area, ...

Somehow I cant feel much feeelign in my right thumb.. =[ I guess the nerons or motor neurons or the nerves got KA CHA ! SLICED =[ And all i can feeel is numbnesss in my right thumbyyyyyyy T____________________T

TOTO

oooooh , soemone from kallang airpork is RICHHHHHHHH STRUCK TOTO ! LOOOK

jALAN TIGA WORX hahaha i wonder who the lucky person =P

Ja Mata

GtG

13 Sept 2009
Sunday
Fine Weather

Sometimes Life's can be so bored that it kills. I was supposed to meet Katherine for lunch today, somewhere. Agreed to ask me to wake up at 1200 hrs which then we will decide where to dine at. But after my alarm rang 3 times, I still continue to sleep. And finally woke at close to 1600 hrs. Apologies Kat.! =X

Facebook is getting irritating and boring and lame. Spams of Emails of applications such as [ Find out who is Your Fans , Who is stalking you etc ] ... -__-

I guess I have stayed home for the whole week except for Mon, my doc appt and today , to join my family for dinner. Dad drove bro's car, somehow I can feel that dad was driving very carefully, different from the usual way of driving the taxi. As he said : Drive his car must drive carefully, drive own Taxi can anyhow. Hahaz.
And thus, I sat at the front seat for the first time in the Mitsubitshi Saloon. =]
We had Chew Mun Kee Pig Organ's Soup for dinner, thats the few of the stuffs which I can eat outside hahahz , NICE =D .. =]

I have grown moudly with fungus, mushrooms, etc... Mushrooms For Sale anyone? Lolz =X.....

Had a wierd dream, dreamt that I was at this Souvenir shop and the stuffs were frigging expensive.. I saw this Phrase which was locked in my memory, Tombia, it was shaped like a WIndCHime and has those frays of yellow and red at the bottom. The top part was in the shape of a pentagon? With cartioon faces and a dot for a nose. Its so strange that something is of so much real existence in my dreams that does not exist in real life... Tombia... Hmmm And it costs bout 100bucks or so! OMG .. I WAN A TOMBIA but i have no idea wat it was... =X

IM BORED BORED BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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TILL THEN HANG IN THEREEEEE LILLLLLLLLL KIDSSSSSSSS

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I simply love it when it rains. I can smell the rain before they pours and I love the smell when they comes. I love the sound they make and I love the feeling they caused. I love to walk in the rain and feel the chill and all. I love the overcast skies and the red ones at night when its gonna rain. I love the feeling of anticipating the rain before they comes, the feeling that everything stand stills and awaiting for that special moment when all breaks lose... I love the flashes of lightning as they momentarily lit up the whole sky especially at night... The thunder which I used to fear, Im beginning to like it thou not as much... But trying not to be afraid of it...

I'd want to dance play walk in the rain, holding your hands ~ =]
Keep me safe and hold me tight to you ~
Safe Keep our memories as long as rain will hit the earth
Lets play like theres no tml
Lets Love as the way we love ~

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someday somewhere somehow someone some people i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars.... forgeting every other thing.... feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us... ...how i wished that will happen... but some day somehow some one some where it shall happen.... a promise i made to myself... =]
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sometimes some day somehow someone some peoplei want to sit by the beach look out into the seas... at the dark horizon where e night sky with its bring twinkling stars gently touches the calm wide deep beautiful seas....feelign the night breeze gently blowing against my face calming down ... and enjoying the peace the tranquility of everything, forgeting everything else... enjoying each others companionsip ... and enjopying the silent silence that ligners in the night sky arnd us.... beautiful isnt it? i shall lie on the cool grass facing the night sky counting n observing the twinkling stars....forgeting every other thing....feeling the night breeze against my face... silence lignering arnd us......
I wiSh I WisH ....
i hOPe i HoPe.....
i DReAm...
I PrAY....
FoR MoRe tImE....
FOr fUn ...
FoR etErNiTY......
FoR PAraDiSe.....
FoR hApPiNeSS.......
for BlEsSInGs....
fOR peaCe....
FoR SeNsE Of SeCuRiTy ....
L0v3's j(_)5+ @ Dr3@m ~love someone means for him/her to be happy n understand them =]it dosent mean that possesion is love n frenship does exist =]oNcE aN oDaCiAn, AlWAyS An odAciAN......=D
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SiGnINg OFF
-28 InFiNItY dIvIsIOn caPtAiN
LeGeNDaRy DrEAmz
CriMsoN aSSasIn
crImSOn BlOod
KInK
" To bE ablE To LiVe In FaNtAsIeS Is AlL i wAnWhEre aLl ThE cHaLLENgEs AnD aDvaNtuReS ArE POsEd FoR Us To cOnQuEeR.YeT DrEAmZ ArE JuST A ReFlEcTIoN of ThE nEvEr-To-bE-TrUeS.sO dOeS LovEWhEre eMpTY PrOmIseS fIlLeD THe seAs.i sHaLl PrAy fOR The dAy wHeN mY DReAmZ AnD FAnTaSieS ComE TrUe.....
quant l'aura loussa s'aamorzis el fuelba chai de sul verjan e l' auzelbchajan lor latis
encantada de conocerte ~ and buenas noches ,cuidate =D

EtErnAlItY UNwAvEreD lOve fOr yOU {9/02/2009 10:14:00 PM}
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lEGeNdArY DrEAMz

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

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船到桥头自然直
欲海无涯，回头是岸.
得饶人处且饶人

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

Events I have Taken Part/ Volunteered My services in

Aviva Ironmen 70.3
Addidas Sundown Marathon 2009

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

10 Promises for The Fated One

1] Love Me For Who I Am, My Flaws, My Embarrasing Moments, My Strengths, My Weakness. Dont Compare Me With Others.

2] Dont Lie To Me. Dont Tell Me That You Lied or Hid Things From Me because You Dont Want Me To Worry. It Will Only hurt Me More, Let Me Be The One To Share Your Worries, Joys Everything.

3] I Have My Feelings, So Do You. So Lets Promsie To Be Sensitive To Each Other's Feelings And Even If I say ImFine, & You Know Im Not, Plx Be By My Side.

4] Please Be FAithful And Loyal, If You Fall For Someone Else, Just Tell Me, I'll accept it.

5] Life Is Short , So Please Lets Make Time For Each Other, Never Fail To Let Each Other Know Of The Love For Each Other, Lets Treasure Every Single Moment With No Regrets Only Happiness

6] Faith Fate Truth Eternity

7] Lend Me Your Shoulders When Im Sad, Let Me Cry , Hold Me Tightly, Never LEtting Go, Your Pressence is All That I Wanted

8] Rule 28.

9] Promises me you wont splurge extravagently on me

10] Dont Ever Think That You Are Not Good Enough Or That Someone Else Is Far Better, I Love You For Who You Are, Rich Or Poor, Faith.

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

I REALLLLY REALLLY WANT ALL THESEEEE!!

T_T Wishlist From 21st bday onwards =D

TKD Black Belt with My Name PERSONALISED on it. I will Persist On, Stubborness I Need U to Kick in! =D

LAPTOP!!!! Top Priority Amidst the Black Belt
Shades ! Nice ones !!
Camera
PSP
MP3
Crumpler - GOT ITT =DDDD THANKS PPPPPL [ 2009]

Bday Cake For Every Bday I had after my 21st =]

Gai Gai Bag GOT ITT =DDD [ 2009 ]
Those Sports Bag which you can dump in lotsa stuffs for sports activities & camps MY COMPLETE SEED BIG ENUFF LE =DDD
Twilight Saga I WANT ALL THE BOOOKS!
Harry Potter Books collection had 2 nia =/
High Cut CanVas Shoes -GOTTT ITTTTTTTTTTTT i fulfilled as my bday Legacy [ 2009 ]
Pro Handphone Prefably Touch Screen Aiming Omnia
Bag - =] GOT ITTT [2009]
Levis Jeans
Heels
Boots - LEATHER LOLX
Shorts
Jackets AIMING FOR TEMSEK WINDBREAKER....
Slippers etc Havanas yea.. tons of them lolx
Ring/Bells/ Bracelets/ Trinkets - i LOVE the CHiming of these stuffs
TMX ELMO <3
Monkey Stuffed Toys AND STUFFS .... Someday i gonna own a cupboard full of elephants n monkeys thingys
Smurfs I want travel arnd world to collect all Smurfs =DD
Contacts

1 Pair of Skates lolx

Pillion RIDES on Carssss Mazda - Ride in One also can =DD wo yao da shun feng che =D

I WANT
I WANT
I WANT
An imperfect bf - Sensitive to my Feelings can le =]
2 Knowledge - To understand how to universe works, how the planets n stars are formed and all elements of NATURE
2- To gain insight to the past, how people thousands years ago live - Do they really have Kungfu as shown on tv ?

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

MOVIES TO CATCH !!! GOTTA CATCH'EM ALL or so i tried lolx ~

The day e earth stood still [ caught n sux lame lame lameee ]
Bolt [all right ]
Twilight [ CAUGHT ]
Yes man [ caught ]
Bedtime stories
7 pounds
Transporter 3 [ got the disc]
Bride's war
All's well ends well [ CAUGHT ]
The curioous case of benjamin button

The punisher- war zone
The reader
Valkyrie [ CAUGHT ]
Fast and Furious
Hotel For Dogs
Mall Cop
Duplicity
Confessions of a Shopaholic

Night at the Museum 2
Ice Age 3
Watchmen
Push

TOP PRIORITY !!!

STREET FIGHTER - THE LEGEND OF CHUNLI [ 27 feb ]
DRAGONBALL [ 14march ]
XMEN ORIGINS - WOLVERINE [ 30 april ]
StarTrek
Angels and Demons

TERMINATOR SALVATION [ 28 MAY]
MONSTERS VS ALIENS [ 28 MAY ]
TRANSFORMER - REVENGE OF THE FALLEN [ 26 JUNE ]

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

I want Learnnnn..................

Piano
Driving
RollerBlading
Kayaking [ 2 star completed ]
Dragon Baoting [ Done that a handful of times ]
Parachuting
Read Minds
Psychology [ <3 ]
White water rafting [ done that ] Horse Riding
Archery [ Looks darn coool ]
Taekwondo [Learning in the process ]
Pool/ Billiard/ Snooker [ Learning in the process ]
Bowling [Learning Currently Stopped due to FRACTURED RIGHT WRIST ]

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
.
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

. 不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友
的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比
朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺
的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋
友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里
却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
.
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计
较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他
们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝
的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一
个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘
心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有
天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真
的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你
的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...?
是谁呢？
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都
当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好
的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果
你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下
去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了
男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事
不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可
以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可
惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情
况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

-28 DIvISiOn CAPTaIn Of LeGenFDArY DReAMz *-* kInK *-*

Kink ~! - Reckless Clumsy Careless Blur Lost
TimeKeeper - Blue Crimson Assasin
Crimsom Blood
....When Time Stops, Flows The Crimson Blood....
Emo <3 I love emo lolx
Crazy Enthu
Randomness
Love's Just A Dream
Hated to account to anyone what ever i do
Wanna gate crash lessons schools and people's marriages in e future. Anyone cared to join me?
Loves nice drawings... =] esp those artistic ppl =D
Im bad at recognising people...really >_< dun blame me if i dun recognise u
Trinklets- Rings Necklaces Bracelets Anklets Bells
Silver Hated Gold
Black, grey love dark colours
Mood Swings
Quarreling with people
Authority
Anime
Conversing using typings
My phone
Loves Comics
Music
The Sun Seas Sands Clouds Rain
Nature, loves being at peace with nature
Would love to spend time with my loved one at the beach
Lie on the open grass staring into the night sky, hand in hand
Faith Fate Truth Eternity Paradise are the 5 of my principals
Loves all my frens , would do anything risk anything for their sake

*-* kInK *-* DONT coPy me ! *-* kInK *-*

Dont Copy My style of doing things, thoughts, behavior and actions.
Dont Act CUte With Me.
Dont type rubbish such as [ me = mii , is = ish etc] They make me sick -_-
Dont Comment me. [ positive or negative]
Dont Act Smart With Me.
Dont pretend to know stuffs which you dont even know in e first place.
Dont pretend to be a poor bloke when u are Frigging Rich.
Dont Fluant ur riches in front of me, I dun give a damn if u are loded or not.
Dont order me around.
Dont test my patience, i have a bad patience.
Dont make me angry with you please
Dont interupt me when im Speaking or in a conversation with others.
Kinklebell and MissTaken are my IGNs for games, DO Not steal them from me !!! =X

lEGeNdArY DrEAMz

tO bE LoVEd & To lOve...
dEePLY AS THe oCeAn gOes
NaTurE & OUtDoOrs oDAc
fREnS seNiOrS & alL
LovE DEaRlY & be faithful
FinDiNg ThE perFecT GUy
sTiCkY CaPs
NAtUrE
SUn saNdS SEaS staRs ClOuDs
AfRaId oF E cOld
AfRaId of e daRK
AfRaId Of lONinEsS
hOLd mY hANDs TiGht n NVr lEt U WiLl u?
To sIT By ThE SEaS
WaTChin tHe stArS N loOkiNg OuT To e hOrIZOn
pUtTinG AlL WoRrIeS N TRoUbLeS BeHiNd My heAd
OR BeST To tHrOw tHEM oUt To e breEze
tO bE cArRiEd awAy fROm mE
EnJoYinG E tRaNQQUIlIty pEaCe SOliTuDe
tHe NiGhT e seAs BrInG mE
n To wAtCh E sUNrIsE
bRiNgiNg aNoThER'S DaYs beGiNniNg
sMIlE N BE HaPpY fEr wE ONlY LIvE OnCe
mIStaKeS sHaLL Be fOrGiVEn tHoU UNaBlE to FogEt thEy mAy Be

Welcome To My Love Game 28

I love the number 28
I love the letter [ K ]
I love anything anyone who got to do with the letter [ k ] or number 28
Everything revolvs arnd 28 ...
28 days.
28 hrs
28 mths

lEgEnDarY *-* KInK *-* DReAmz

"loud cheery,
no reasons,turn weird and unhappy.
though people joke
can't differentiate whether
its a joke or not and
sometimes see the need to be alone,
choose to keep things to yourself,
not even telling people whom you know."
Stubborn
Sensitive
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.
Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Very Loyal to friends .
Faithful
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous

~~LeGeMNdArY DReAmZ ~~

~~ LeGeMNdArY DReAmZ ~~

H@+3D >_<

LiARs
hyPoCrIteZ
BeTrayAlS
BaCkStAbBeRs
BOOtLiCkErS

~~ LeGeMNdArY *-* crIMsOn BlOoD *-* DReAmZ~~

Cause Of Love

'Cause of Love : Theres Hope
'Cause of Love : Theres Faith
'Cause of Love : Theres Eternity
'Cause of Love : Theres Fate
'Cause of Love : Theres Truth
'Cause of Love : Theres Promises
'Cause of Love : Theres Sweet Talking
'Cause of Love : Theres Companionship
'Cause of Love : Theres Fun
'Cause of Love : Theres Passion

'Cause of Love : Theres Trust
'Cause of Love : Theres True Words
'Cause of Love : Theres Forever
'Cause of Love : Theres Future
'Cause of Love : Theres Past
'Cause of Love : Theres Current
'Cause of Love : Theres Loyalty
'Cause of Love : Theres Faithfullness
'Cause of Love : Theres Belonging
'Cause of Love : Theres Bonding

'Cause of Love : Theres Joys
'Cause of Love : Theres LAughters
'Cause of Love : Theres Meetings
'Cause of Love : Theres Gifts
'Cause of Love : Theres Hugs
'Cause of Love : Theres Kisses
'Cause of Love : Theres People
'Cause of Love : Theres Mending Of Hearts
'Cause of Love : Theres Talipathy
'Cause of Love : Theres True Feelings

'Cause of Love : Theres Missing You
'Cause of Love : Theres Loving You
'Cause of Love : Theres Longing to Be With You
'Cause of Love : Theres Heart Aches
'Cause of Love : Theres Stress
'Cause of Love : Theres Time Passes too FAst
'Cause of Love : Theres Hopings OF Slow Passing OF Time
'Cause of Love : Theres Hoping That Time With Stop
'Cause of Love : Theres Tears Of Joys
'Cause of Love : Theres Tears of Happiness

'Cause of Love : Theres Tears of Gratitude
'Cause of Love : Theres Tears of Longing
'Cause of Love : Theres Tears of TOuched
'Cause of Love : Theres Your Presence
'Cause of Love : Theres Emotional Support of You
'Cause of Love : Theres Knowledge Of You Being There
'Cause of Love : Theres Jealousy
'Cause of Love : Theres Selfishness
'Cause of Love : Theres Unjust
'Cause of Love : Theres Mine-You- Are- Mine

'Cause of Love : Theres Anger
'Cause of Love : Theres Love
'Cause of Love : Theres Sweetness
'Cause of Love : Theres Bitterness
'Cause of Love : Theres Burdens
'Cause of Love : Theres Hurdles
'Cause of Love : Theres Problems
'Cause of Love : Theres All Rights
'Cause of Love : Theres Reassurance
'Cause of Love : Theres Sense Of Security

'Cause of Love : Theres SunShine
'Cause of Love : Theres Hellos
'Cause of Love : Theres Hi
'Cause of Love : Theres Take Care
'Cause of Love : Theres Love Ya
'Cause of Love : Theres It Pains me When I Knows
'Cause of Love : Theres Anniversaries
'Cause of Love : Theres Valentines
'Cause of Love : Theres Hearts
'Cause of Love : Theres Holding Hands

'Cause of Love : Theres Celebration
'Cause of Love : Theres Calls
'Cause of Love : Theres SMSes
'Cause of Love : Theres MSN
'Cause of Love : Theres U are All I ever WAnted
'Cause of Love : Theres Ur Presence
'Cause of Love : Theres Ur Love
'Cause of Love : Theres Peace
'Cause of Love : Theres Solitude
'Cause of Love : Theres Tranquility

'Cause of Love : Theres Seperation
'Cause of Love : Theres GoodByes
'Cause of Love : Theres Broken Words
'Cause of Love : Theres Broken Promises
'Cause of Love : Theres Heart BReaks
'Cause of Love : Theres Injured Souls
'Cause of Love : Theres Lose of Faith
'Cause of Love : Theres Breach Of Trust
'Cause of Love : Theres Tears
'Cause of Love : Theres Sadness

'Cause of Love : Theres Darkness
'Cause of Love : Theres Afraid
'Cause of Love : Theres No One
'Cause of Love : Theres New Love
'Cause of Love : Theres e difference Between Fren And Lover
'Cause of Love : Theres e Knowledge Of Things Can Nvr Be e Same Again
'Cause of Love : Theres Sighs
'Cause of Love : Theres Less Talks
'Cause of Love : Theres Less Meetins
'Cause of Love : Theres The Big Unfilled DIstance Between 2

'Cause of Love : Theres HAtred
'Cause of Love : Theres Strangers
'Cause of Love : Theres Lonliness
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Depths of PAin
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Depths Of Misses You
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Depths of Stories
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Depths Of If Only
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Depths Of If We could return to the PAst
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Silence Of What to Say when Met
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Pain in your Heart of Being torn Apart

'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Depths Of WAnting U
'Cause of Love : Theres Unspeakable Depths of Hoping To See You
'Cause of Love : Theres Wishing UAll the BEst
'Cause of Love : Theres Take Cares
'Cause of Love : Theres Best Wishes
'Cause of Love : Theres Sincerity
'Cause of Love : Theres Good Luck
'Cause of Love : Theres Jealousy
'Cause of Love : Theres IF Only Theres no Others
'Cause of Love : Theres Mixed Feelings

'Cause of Love : Theres Unfilled Gap In the SOul
'Cause of Love : Theres Unfilled Gap In the Heart
'Cause of Love : Theres A GAping Hole in e Heart
'Cause of Love : Theres Where U so Cruelly Stabbed
'Cause of Love : Theres WHere U once Filled
'Cause of Love : Theres Where It Feels So difficult to Breathe
'Cause of Love : Theres No Longer You
'Cause of Love : Theres Lost
'Cause of Love : Theres Confusion
'Cause of Love : Theres Wanted Truths

'Cause of Love : Theres A New Beginning
'Cause of Love : Theres New Trust
'Cause of Love : Theres New Hope
'Cause of Love : Theres New Relationships
'Cause of Love : Theres New Frens
'Cause of Love : Theres New Feelings
'Cause of Love : Theres New You
'Cause of Love : Theres New Words
'Cause of Love : Theres New Promises
'Cause of Love : Theres New Love

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